それは愛だけである

2009-08-20T23:53:00.000+08:00

blog blog blog.

I STILL CANT UPLOAD PICTURES!

BLOGGER STILL HATES ME.

2009-04-12T00:03:00.002+08:00

It's weird. i'm like having some of the happiest time nowadays, but tmr, it will all disappear. i think it's weird. like the change is so sudden. no more freedom. no more com. no more late nights, no more anime, and worst of all, no more ale (er well, not exactly no more, but compared to how things are now, it's definitely a 1000 fold drop in intensity) so yeah.

then again, the guys were praying over me on friday night. guess it's really a time of letting go and letting god. :) and in a way, i'm excited to see what he can do in my life ( okay, maybe nervous is the word). Joy gave me a prophetic word, and she said that god says my life is gonna change in NS. well, to be honest, i find that absolutely believable so. heh.

ah well, random thoughts... like how much underwear to bring, or how short must i cut my hair later. what happens if i cut it too short? hmm..

(i'll miss you alot too hamshwter)
<3

2009-02-16T21:53:00.002+08:00

Koped this from mich hehe.

You are required to answer ALL the following questions.
Tag 16 people and repost it with the title:
I've done ____ out of the 132 stupid things.

99/132 means you scored a distinction for doing stupid things!
(although that's not really an achievement hahaha)

NOT STUPID

Level 1
( ) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
( ) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
( ) Drank Alcohol

SO FAR: 0

Level 2
( ) Fall In Love with a non-living thing
( ) Been Dumped
( ) Shoplifted
( ) Been Fired
( ) Been In A Fist Fight (throwing chairs doesnt count right?)

SO FAR: 0

Level 4
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(x) Skipped School
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
( ) Seen Someone / Something Die

SO FAR: 2

Level 5
( ) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Facebook Friends
( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
(x) Been On A Plane
( ) Thrown Up From Drinking

SO FAR: 3

Level 6
(x) Eaten Sushi
(x) Been Snowboarding
( ) Met Someone BECAUSE Of Facebook (Friendster counts.)
(x) Been in a Mosh Pit

SO FAR: 6

Level 7
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers (panadol! ok lah. for medical reasons... like braces)
(x) Love/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
(x) Made A Snow Angel

SO FAR: 10

Level 8
( ) Had A Tea Party
(x) Flown A Kite
(x) Built A Sand Castle
( ) Gone mudding
(x) Played Dress Up

SO FAR: 13

Level 9
(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
( ) Gone Sledging
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game
(x) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School

SO FAR: 17

Level 10
(x) Watched The Sun Set
( ) Felt An Earthquake
( ) Killed A Snake

SO FAR: 18

Level 11
(x) Been Tickled
( ) Been Robbed / Vandalized
(x) Been cheated on
(x) Been Misunderstood

SO FAR: 21

Level 12
(x) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
( ) Had Detention
( ) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident

SO FAR: 22

Level 13
(x) Had / Have Braces
( ) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
( ) Danced in the moonlight

SO FAR: 23

Level 14
( ) Hated The Way You Look
( ) Witnessed A Crime
( ) Pole Danced
( ) Questioned Your Heart
( ) Been obsessed with post-it-notes

SO FAR: 23

Level 15
(x) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
(x) Been Lost
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
( ) Swam In The Ocean
( ) Felt Like You Were Dying

SO FAR: 25

Level 16
(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep
(x) Played Cops And Robbers
(x) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers (well, it was for work...)
( ) Sang Karaoke
(x) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins

SO FAR: 29

Level 17
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
( ) Made a Prank Phone Call
( ) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
( ) Kissed In The Rain

SO FAR: 30

Level 18
( ) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
(x) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(x) Blown Bubbles
( ) Made A Bonfire On The Beach or anywhere

SO FAR: 32

Level 19
( ) Crashed A Party
( ) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(x) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
(x) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey

SO FAR: 34

Level 20
( ) Worn Pearls
( ) Jumped Off A Bridge
( ) Swore at the teacher, in front of them
( ) Swam With Dolphins

SO FAR: 34

Level 22
( ) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube
( ) Kissed A Fish
( ) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
(x) Sat On A Roof Top

SO FAR: 35

Level 23
(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
( ) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
(x) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
(x) Recently stayed Up for a while talking to someone you care about

SO FAR: 37

Level 24
( ) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
( ) Climbed A Tree
(x) Had/Been In A Tree House.
(x) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone

SO FAR: 39

Level 25
(x) Believed In Ghosts
( ) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking
( ) Visited Jail

SO FAR: 39

Level 26
( ) Played Chicken
(x) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
( ) Broken A Bone
(x) Been Easily Amused

SO FAR: 42

Level 27
( ) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
( ) Made A Porn Video
( ) Caught A Butterfly
(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried
(x) Cried So Hard You Laughed

SO FAR: 44

Level 28
( ) Mooned/Flashed Someone
(x) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
(x) Cheated On A Test
(x) Forgotten Someone's Name
( ) French Braided Someones Hair
( ) Gone Skinny Dipping
(x) Been Kicked Out Of Your House
(x) Tried to hurt yourself

SO FAR: 49

Level 29
(x) Rode A Roller Coaster
( ) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling
( ) Had A Cavity
( ) Black-Mailed Someone
(x) Been Black Mailed

SO FAR: 50

Level 31
(x) Been Used
(x) Fell Going Up The Stairs (like, every other day :/)
( ) Licked A Cat
(x) Bitten Someone
(x) Licked Someone

SO FAR: 54

Level 32
( ) Been shot at/or at gunpoint
( ) Had sex in the rain
( ) Flattened someones tires
( ) Rode your car/truck until the gas light came on
( ) Got five dollars or less worth of gas

TOTAL: 54

54/132 i'm even guai-er than michelle lah! i cant believe it. lol.

2009-01-28T10:35:00.002+08:00

heck. it's been a long long time since i last blogged about random stuff, so i thought i'd give it a try now. Anyway, i've been a bit too busy with work to blog properly too. yep. work. i found an internship at Touch Youth services, which is a non-profit community organization which interacts with student leaders at various schools to give them leadership training. I'm also supposed to work with youth-at-risk (like those who may drop out any moment) to make sure they stay in school. what i do specifically, (other than saigang) is mentoring students, and doing group facilitation in aiding the trainer.

oh then since my office is also the office of the Cyberwellness program at Touch (some of you might have seen them in sec school or primary school... they give talks and lessons to teachers, parents and students on cyber wellness, like that play on porn which i saw like ga-zillion times in cat high) they actually have a lan room :P been playing alot of CS haha.

anyway, as off today, chin and amos are off to NS. dunno leh. it's a weird feeling... seeing everybody around me enlist, and waiting patiently for my turn. sigh. my cousins in malaysia were all telling me what a waste of time it is. and to some extent, i agree. but ultimately, i believe that like everything else, how much it means to us depends on how much we want it to mean to us. There are lessons and opportunities which NS has, and i think it's a shame to waste it too. that said, i cant really bring myself to look forward to it either :(

anyway, on a lighter side, kopped this from wynne:

1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
- I have one above my eye. haha. how i got it was utter nonsense. i was looking out the keyhole of my classroom door in primary 3, and someone had to bash it open from the outside. that was kinda stupid. but then again, we were all stupid once. (even chin)

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS OF YOUR ROOM?
-ummm... white paint?

3. DO YOUR SNORE, GRIND YOUR TEETH OR TALK IN YOUR SLEEP?
-Oh yeah. i grind. i grind like there's no tmr. apparently some ppl say it's a sign of emotional stress. haha. maybe? Anw, yeah i talk in my sleep too. sometimes. i'm quite scary to sleep with i guess

4. WHAT TYPE OF MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
-Hm. Classical, Jrock, anime scores (think: final fantasy), some indie/alternative music.

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
-nope.

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
-I want National Service abolished.

7. WHAT DO YOU MISS?
-aleeeeeee

8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION?
-aleeeeeee (well, i am kinda possessive about her...)

9. HOW TALL ARE YOU?
-171

10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
-Yes, very often.

11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
-Nope. but sometimes i manage to psyco myself that i'm gonna bang into a wall when i can't see anything.

12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
-Ale. she makes me cry alot. though that isn't necessarily a bad thing.

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE PERFUME FOR A GIRL?
-...eh? nani?

14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOUR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
-i like anime girls with green hair! but for real life, haha. no preference.

15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING PROPOSED TO?
-hm...

16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINK?
-neither

17. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE PIZZA TOPPING?
-Hawaiian

18. IF YOU CAN EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
-chocolate

(where’s 19?)

20. HAVE YOU EVER EATEN A GOLDFISH?
-No.

21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST MEANINGFUL GIFT YOU EVER RECEIVED?
-Danle! my teddy bear from ale!

22. DO YOU LIKE ANYBODY?
-Yes.

23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
-huh?

24. FAVOURITE CLOTHING BRAND?
-Fallen. but they're a shoe brand, so i'm not sure if it counts...

(where’s 25?)

26. DO YOU HAVE A PET RIGHT NOW?
-yep. Hamy!

27. WHAT KIND IS IT?
-hamshtwer!

28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
-Maybe.

29. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
-i guess by being there for them. regardless of anything which may happen.

30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO HUNDRED:
-47

31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
-eh dunno

32. WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL OFTEN?
-ale's

33. WHAT ANNOYS YOU THE MOST?
-young, pubescent, hormonally challenged teenage boys who can't think of anything other then their own selfish desires.

34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF SINGAPORE?
-I'm IN malaysia now.

35. YOUR WEAKNESS?
-I'm too soft.

36. MET ANYONE FAMOUS?
-haha. yep. SWITCHFOOT!

37. FIRST JOB?
-Some roadshow thingy at orchard.

38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
-hm nope. i'm too guai.

39. HAVE YOU EVER HAD SURGERY?
-Yes, i just had a biopsy not too long ago.

(whatever happened to 40 and 41?!)

42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
-"waah got girlfriend already ah!" i take it as a compliment.

43. HAVE YOU EVER HAD BRACES?
-Yes.

44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
-a day off. but i'll be in NS, so thats not possible...

45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
-HAHA dunno :P

46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
-No. (I AM NOT NAMED AFTER ZHUGE LIANG OKAY)

47. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
-No.

49. WHAT KIND OF SHAMPOO DO YOU USE?
-Clear.

50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
-haha. if i can't read it yep. it amazes even me.

2009-01-17T00:13:00.003+08:00

Kena tagged by amos

Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it’s because I want to know more about you.

1. My mom corrects my grammer cuz she teaches english and she loves grammer.
2. I envision music in my head before i compose. like if i wanna write a song, i think of the violins playing a beautiful melody, and all of a sudden violins start playing a beautiful original melody in my head with full orchestral accompaniment and a oboe countermelody.
3. I've been playing the piano for 12 years.
4. I can speak English, Mandarin Chinese, German, Cantonese and i hope to learn Japanese, French, Spanish and improve on my German. :) and maybe Hokkien too.
5. I can play the electric guitar.
6. I wish i could play the viola and koto too!
7. I love a girl called alethea :)
8. I wanna be taller.
9. I like Star Wars.
10. I cannot fit my fist into my mouth.
11. I never broke a finger before
12. I got a lumba (or however u spell it) puncture at my spine before as treatment for meningitis. almost died. :P (or permanent brain damage)
13. I was deprived of com games I was young.
14. I went for o levels for my life when I was 16.
15. When I first used the computer, it was a mac. But i'm using a self-built PC running on windows now.
16. I make friends in my line of work.
17. I can cook... a bit...
18. I'm not a clean freak.
19. I have a decent attention span.
20. I've always wanted to be a pilot. Or a doctor. But...
21. I'm not colourblind.
22. I'm ok with high places.
23. I have a mole on my ear which everyone thinks its a ear piercing.
24. I never had hair so long it was at my shoulders.
25. I know a friend of mixed blood (Chi, jap, kor)

ok. so i'm lazy and copied some stuff from amos. sue me.

and i'm not tagging 20 ppl. it's late, and i'm worried and tired.

2009-01-10T01:00:00.001+08:00

neither will i :)

9 jan 2009

2009-01-01T00:12:00.002+08:00

i spent the last few hours of 2008 and the first few minutes of 2009 talking to my girlfriend.

and i couldnt be happier

:)

2008-12-14T22:09:00.006+08:00

EOY cosfest. agreed there were many people whom i thought should just stick to being behind the computer screens, but then again, as with any cosplay event, there were the nice moments too. here are some of them. above, Zack from FF VII. i thought this was really nice. (p.s click on the photos to enlarge them. if u want even larger photos, lemme noe).

ym and mich.

ym (yourichi) and urahara guy.

ym and artic avengers from CS

Tsunade!

i thought this was really cool. on screen, the laughing man looks as if it was superimposed, exactly the way it should have been on the Ghost in the Shell SAC series.

Rach (Nnoitra) fighting small nel.

sebby...

sebby and ciel.

some shuppiden character. no idea who.

i thought this was rather cute haha. ouran

rach fighting bignel!

reverse angle. i thought this photo was one of the better ones that day.

mich. i tried to make her look dark and scary in these two photos.

and this one is with some random CS CT guy.

madam red and ciel

lavi

this is wrong. Itachi never smiles. but other than that, i felt it wasnt bad.

haha. cool pic. rach vs ichigo.

hitsugaya looked pretty authentic from the back.

aw.

rach... my my what are u doing? haha.

hm this is deidara is it? i dont know. i dont watch naruto anymore.

Code Geass.

2008-12-03T19:34:00.000+08:00

Rawr going to Hokkaido for the next week.

prom was fun. muahaha.

2008-11-30T22:50:00.002+08:00

crap i cant join the class for the post prom crashing at mich's place.

cuz my mom doesnt allow >.<

gaah why am i so obedient?

ANYWAY ale got me this!

GHOST IN THE SHELL for PSP! muahaha. been wanting to get it for some time, BUT it's so hard to find. then we found it at sitex for 39 bucks. it's based on the anime Ghost in the Shell SAC (Stand Along Complex), which was originally based on a cult favourite anime hit Ghost in the Shell in 1995 or 1994 or... somwhere around there.

GO wiki Ghost in the Shell on wiki for more info. but apparently it influenced the wachowsky (or however u spell it) brothers when they created the popular Matrix trilogy. i mean, look at these two pictures.

shall blog more when i actually get around to watching the movie and the anime ^^

2008-11-28T00:11:00.002+08:00

heya. havent been blogging anything substantial lately due to (not the exams) but some weird thingy that prevents me from uploading pictures.

well, i solved it by using another account to upload. ah well. anyway, here are some pics i took at the AFA.

spot the naruto! (ok i cant find him either, but i thought this pic was kinda cool ^^)

ale took this. haha. i can so imagine that in real life. :P

whoa! i think this was the best cosplay on saturday

hm. this wasnt fantastic, but then again, most wernt too.

haha. this was one of the winning fanarts

2008-11-25T21:31:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHA OMG

got this from wynne's blog!
GUNS AND ROSES!

2008-11-21T15:59:00.004+08:00

sigh i think everyone else except the lit and music ppl have ended their a levels ald.
:(

anw

i'm revising now. carnatic music. 72 melakartas. indu.netra.agni.veda.bana.rutu.rishi.vasu.brahma.disi.rudra.aditya. made up of the swaras.
sa tonic. re1 minor second.re2 major second. re3 augmented second. ga1 diminished 3rd, ga2 minor 3rd, ga3 major 3rd, ma1 perfect 4th, ma2 augmented 4, pa perfect 5, dha1 minor 6th, dha2 major 6th dha3 augmented 6th, ni1 diminished 7th, ni2 minor 7th, ni3 major 7th, sa! permutation sequence: ma, re, ga, dha, ni. aditala.clap 2 3 4 clap wave clap wave. mridringam, ghatam, violin, veena, tambura, sam accent on first beat. no. thats hindustani. sam accent on last beat. gamaka. kampita. shake. jaru. slide. janta. stresses. alapana kriti. alapana. exposition of the raaga. improvisation on the raaga.note. sa and pa no gamaka. sa is always the point of response and conclusion. always constant.sangati variations. improvising on the theme. level of improvisation increase with time. that is in kriti. in the pallavi. then the anupallavi is the highest part of the whole kriti. then the charanam. longer than pallavi. mudra ending. mudra is like tihai in hindustani right? dunno, lol the notes say mudra is used in the last charanam as a composer's id "stamp". charanam: new melody, although anupallavi might be heard in the last few lines. charanam also don have a lot of sangeti. Oh anupallavi ends with the pallavi line. performance context. temple. home. public concerts. informed audience. vadi-most important note. samvadi-second most important note. gharana schools.

ok. now for hindustani music. 10 thats. kalyan (yaman) with the vadi being G. sharp M. bilawal. major key. khamaj. minor N. bhairav. minor R and minor D. kafi. minor G. minor N. poorvi. minor R minor D. augmented M. bhairavi. minor R minor G minor D minor N. asavari. minor g minor D minor N. marwa. minor R augmented M. todi. minor R minor G augmented M minor D. form. alap slow serene. no pulse.small range of pitches. jod got a bit of pulse. range a bit wider. jhala. got pulse. wide range. fast rhythms. gat drums. masitkhani gat. slow tempo. razakhani gat fast tempo jhala returns after the razakhani gat. tan improvisation wedged in the gat. mukra is a the main subject. vistar. note value gets longer. some form of development of the raga. Asthai (pallavi) manja (anupallavi) antra (charanam). sitar. tambura. tabla. sarod. sarangi. satie? haha. tintal tala 16 beat x203. sam on first beat (x) strong beat. tali on 2nd and 4th (2,3) still strong beats, but not as strong as the sam. khali. empty (0) weak beat. tala refers to a system of rhythm. and a particular metric cycle. bols. drum syllable. theka. drum patters. adi tala theka: made up of these bols. na din din na. na din din na . na tin tin na . na din din na. tihai. improvised rhythmic syncopated motif repeated 3 times. performance context. private recitals. jalsa, mehfil, large public events called sangit sammelan. or samaroh. soloist and drummer question and answer relationship. laya tempo. vilambit slow. madhya medium.drut fast.

ahhh
ok. shall do gamelan another day.
Ja Ne!

2008-11-11T09:26:00.002+08:00

I have econs later! hm in about 5 and a half hours i think? or is it 4? dunno. I DONT HAVE TO DO MATH ANYMORE SO I WOAANT BOTHER COUNTING MUAHAHAHA

1. What kind of soap is in your bathtub right now?
eh johnson and johnson baby soap heh :P

2. Do you have any watermelon in your refrigerator?
no. just had it not too long ago.

3. What would you change about your living room?
i like it just the way it is! ok maybe a HD TV and a PS3 might come in handy haha

4. Are the dishes in your dishwasher clean or dirty?
Don't have one.

5. What is in your fridge?
ehh... food?

6. White or wheat bread?
wheat. i prefer white, but apparently mom says the wheat is trans-fat free.

7. What is on top of your refrigerator?
nothing

8. What colour or design is on your shower curtain.
i have a sliding panel... door thingy

9. How many plants are in your home?
about 14? if u count the offshoots its even more.

10. Is your bed made right now?
no.

11. Comet or Soft Scrub?
no idea. dont do housework muahaha

12. Is your closet organised?
hm. somewhat.

13. Can you describe your flashlight?
its led, and has this REALLY COOL laser pointer!

14. Do you drink out of glass or plastic when you're at home?
plastic... or porcelain

15. Do you have iced tea made in a pitcher right now?
no

16. If you have a garage, is it cluttered?
dont have one

17. Curtains or blinds?
curtains

18. How many pillows do you sleep with?
1

19. Do you sleep with any lights on at night?
no

20. How often do you vacuum?
everyweek

21. Standard toothbrush or electric?
Standard.

22. What colour is your toothbrush?
Blue.

23. Do you have a welcome mat on your front porch?
Nope.

24. What is in your oven right now?
hm. when its not being used mom uses it to keep some spare pots and pans

25. Is there anything under your bed?
my brother's bed.

26. Chore you hate doing the most?
dont really do that much to be able to complain :P

27. What retro items are in your home?
Rubik's cube, mom's old snakeskin belt...(which hasnt seen the light of day in like what... 15 years?)

28. Do you have a separate room that you use as an office?
i have a study room, but i sleep there too sometimes so i guess it doesnt count

29. How many mirrors are in your home?
hm 3

30. What colour are your walls?
white

31. Do you keep any kind of protection weapons in your home?
i have a toy gun! ^^

32. What does your home smell like right now?
soap.

33. Favourite candle scent?
hm. no preference

34. What kind of pickles (if any) are in your refrigerator right now?
None.

35. What colour is your favourite Bible?
black and brown. leatherbound its really really really cool! hahaha!!!^^

36. Ever been on your roof?
nope

37. Do you own a stereo?
Yes.

38. How many tvs do you have?
2.

39. How many house phones?
2

40. Do you have a housekeeper?
Yeap. though she isnt around like half the time

41. What style do you decorate in?
eh dunno?

42. Do you like solid colours in furniture, or prints?
solid colours

43. Is there a smoke detector in your home?
Nope.

44. In case of fire, what are the items in the house that you'd grab if you could make one quick trip?
my hp, mp3, IC, and my laptop! and my black fallen shoes!

2008-11-10T18:25:00.001+08:00

i was looking through my dad's old CD archive and i stumbled upon a fantastic recording of Mahler's 2nd Symphony - Resurrection! muahahaha.

2008-10-11T23:51:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALETHEA!

:P

rawr

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ANYWAY, yeah like nel!

suddenly transforms into this:

and you should have seen the nel x ichigo picture it was damn sweet! haha i think now nel's my favourite gal character from bleach.

move over isane!

:P

oh btw i thought this cosplay was kinda cool :P

and noo ale... u dont have to dye your hair green haha :P

2008-10-10T10:44:00.001+08:00

DONE DONE DONE DONE!!!!

4 consecutive days of sleeping at 2+ 4 AM IS OVER! nevermind that i was one of the worst in class in keeping to the deadline, ITS OVER!

ok. enough compo and music. time to think math and econs for the next 2 weeks

oh and yesterday's compo was not bad. haha.

2008-10-08T00:03:00.000+08:00

i cant take it anymore

sigh.

really

2008-10-06T23:12:00.002+08:00

ANIME WATCHING SPREE!

unfortunately, most of the anime i've been following have come to, or i have reached the end of the series. sigh. i guess with a levels coming up, thats a good thing too. needa study... bleah.

To love ru just ended. damn. that was a nice anime.

i'm reaching the end of Ergo Proxy. its some post-apocalyptic, science fi-horror-arthouse-abstract thing that while interesting, can get a bit boring at times. well. at least its really cool :P . yep. i have only 1 episode left to watch.

Code Geass just ended. what a waste. really really really awesome anime.

D.gray man ended the season...

black lagoon. i'm reaching the end too...

Darker than black. can only watch with ale....

well, on the bright side,

BLEACH IS ENDING ITS FILLERS

AND VAMPIRE KNIGHT GUILTY STARTS TMR!!! :D:D

and for some funny reason, i started on naruto. gna take it slow... :p too much to cheong before a levels...

2008-10-01T22:48:00.000+08:00

pffft

i'm blaming this on what happened in choir last year.

damn.

i just knew one thing would snowball into another.

sigh.

i wish i was better in music.

2008-09-28T15:34:00.004+08:00

took a break from my busy schedule and went for the F1 qualifying race. it was super loud and fun! the whole place smelled of burnt rubber, petrol, smoke and beer. haha. only thing was it was a bit too packed and there were a bit too many pro photographers (like me) around and they kept hogging the nice spots. oh it was really loud. and REALLY COOL!

either way, i took this as a challenge for my Nikon D200 and Sigma 70-200 f 2.8 teehee.

INFLATION! INFLATION!

this was one of the satellite races before the main event.

then there was a porshe race

and an aston-martin race

and a bunch of posers who parked all their lambos here to show off...

and it was really really crowded. this is nothing. later closer to the actually race it got like 5 times worse.

grandstand.

got a lot of angmohs there. totally didnt feel like singapore. haha.

ah. the actual race began. this was under the grandstand.

anywhere else and it was too fast.

i think this was fernando alonso

this was probably hamilton

probably kimi

and probably alonso again. i cant tell lol :P

2008-09-26T20:55:00.001+08:00

ALL HAIL LELOUCH!

haha. Code Geass is really really good.

i like this song.

2008-09-25T23:46:00.002+08:00

I AM DYING UNDER THE AMOUNT OF WORK TO DO

ITS ALL MUSIC!

and maybe a bit of math

and there's the 10 MINUTE STRING ORCHESTRA WORK DUE AT THE END OF THE WEEK FOR FY AND HIS STRING ORCHESTRA WHICH I ONLY STARTED WORKING ON 2 DAYS AGO!

BUT GUESS WHATS REALLY REALLY REALLY KILLING ME AND MY SLEEP?

H3!!!!!!!!!

2008-09-21T21:58:00.002+08:00

was randomly looking at cosplay stuff... then i found this really really really cool cosplay of

C.C from Code Geass,

and haha. Rebecca from Black Lagoon. hmm, ok she had better pics, but i figured this one showed off Revy's attitude well. i didnt think it was possible :P haha.

2008-09-21T21:36:00.002+08:00

1. Where were you 3 hours ago?
home. eating. fried rice.

2. Who are you in love with?
Alethea Koh.

3. Have you ever eaten a crayon?
Nope.

4. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
um. (surprise surprise!) nope. (my pencil case is in the room :P)

5. When is the last time you went to the mall?
friday.

6. Are you wearing socks right now?
Nope

7. Do you have a car worth over $2,000?
nope. cant drive

8. When was the last time you drove out of town?
cant drive

9. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
yep. CLONE WARS!!! HAHAHA REALLY REALLY REALLY NICE ACTION MOVIE! dont know why everybody hates it :P

10. Are you hot?
yep. i'm in singapore! come on! everybody is hot.

11. What was the last thing you had to drink?
cranberry-apple juice

12. What are you wearing right now?
Shorts, shirt, stuff.

13. Do you wash your car or let the car wash do it?
Wash.

14. Last food that you ate?
fried rice

15. Where were you last week at this time?
At some chinese restaurant.

16. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
Yes. a shirt (its a really really cute byakuya shirt! haha)

17. When is the last time you ran?
hm. dunno. think it was Wednesday or something

18. What's the last sporting event you watched?
the paralympic table tennis semi final. it was weird.

19. What is your favorite animal?
HAMSTERS!

20. Your dream vacation?
A 3 year round the world trip.

21. Last person's house you were in?
my cell leader's place at mandrin gardens last night.

22. Worst injury you've ever had?
injury? dunno...

23. Have you been in love?
Yes.

24. Do you miss anyone right now?
yep. ale... the overseas peeps nic... kathleen (havent seen her in a really long time...)

25. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?
haha! dunno. go ask ale. :P

2008-09-18T22:48:00.002+08:00

HAHA

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICH!!!

hope u liked the stuff.

:D:D:D:D

you're finally 18 now! u get to do all sorts of crazy stuff legally now! rarrh! oh i was reading some old random PW scribblings that we used to pass along the row during class. haha. it was really really really funny.

ahhhh.. good times... good times... :P

I AM SO GONNA RAID YOUR HOUSE FOR THE XBOX AFTER A LEVELS!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHA :P

2008-09-14T22:00:00.001+08:00

did u know, because of the GC, moe pushed some of the F MATH syllabus down to h2 math?
F MATH k! no kidding!

F MATH!

die.

2008-09-10T22:09:00.001+08:00

oh my. haha i didnt realize amos and chin were on the picture until now

koped this from the school website.

econs tmr!

:(

2008-09-09T13:30:00.002+08:00

LOL they're pretty good! sang that song in cat high for syf if i rmb correctly.

haha. on another note, i think studying gamelan on youtube and wiki is more productive than pouring through all those notes. :P it captures my attention more. haha

2008-09-07T19:01:00.001+08:00

HEHE

BLEACH DIAMOND DUST REBELLION IS OUT and SUBBED

as of 20 MINUTES AGO!

:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

crap prelims start tmr

OH did i mention Code Geass is a DAMN nice anime?

CRAP PRELIMS START TMR!

:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(

2008-09-06T23:41:00.000+08:00

A TEENAGER'S VIEW OF HEAVEN
17-year-old Brian Moore had only a short time to write something for a class. The subject was what Heaven was like. 'I wowed 'em,' he later told his father, Bruce. 'It's a killer. It's the bomb. It's the best thing I ever wrote..' It also was the last.

Brian Moore died May 27, 1997, the day after Memorial Day. He was driving home from a friend's house when his car went off Bulen-Pierce Road in Pickaway County and struck a utility pole. He emerged from the wreck unharmed but stepped on a downed power line and was electrocuted.

The Moores framed a copy of Brian's essay and hung it among the family portraits in the living room. 'I think God used him to make a point. I think we were meant to find it and make something out of it,' Mrs. Moore said of the essay. She and her husband want to share their son's vision of life after death. 'I'm happy for Brian. I know he's in heaven. I know I'll see him.'

Brian's Essay: The Room...
In that place between wakefulness and dreams, I found myself in the room. There were no distinguishing features except for the one wall covered with small index card files. They were like the ones in libraries that list titles by author or subject in alphabetical order. But these files, which stretched from floor to ceiling and seemingly endless in either direction, had very different headings. As I drew near the wall of files, the first to catch my attention was one that read 'Girls I have liked.' I opened it and began flipping through the cards. I quickly shut it, shocked to realize that I recognized the names written on each one. And then without being told, I knew exactly where I was.

This lifeless room with its small files was a crude catalog system for my life. Here were written the actions of my every moment, big and small, in a detail my memory couldn't match. A sense of wonder and curiosity, coupled with horror, stirred within me as I began randomly opening files and exploring their content. Some brought joy and sweet memories; others a sense of shame and regret so intense that I would look over my shoulder to see if anyone was watching.

A file named 'Friends' was next to one marked 'Friends I have betrayed.' The titles ranged from the mundane to the outright weird 'Books I Have Read,' 'Lies I Have Told,' 'Comfort I have Given,' 'Jokes I Have Laughed at .' Some were almost hilarious in their exactness: 'Things I've yelled at my brothers.' Others I couldn't laugh at: 'Things I Have Done in My Anger', 'Things I Have Muttered Under My Breath at My Parents.' I never ceased to be surprised by the contents.

Often there were many more cards than I expected. Sometimes fewer than I hoped. I was overwhelmed by the sheer volume of the life I had lived. Could it be possible that I had the time in my years to fill each of these thousands or even millions of cards? But each card confirmed this truth. Each was written in my own handwriting. Each signed with my signature.

When I pulled out the file marked 'TV Shows I have watched', I realized the files grew to contain their contents. The cards were packed tightly, and yet after two or three yards, I hadn't found the end of the file. I shut it, shamed, not so much by the quality of shows but more by the vast time I knew that file represented.

When I came to a file marked 'Lustful Thoughts,' I felt a chill run through my body. I pulled the file out only an inch, not willing to test its size and drew out a card. I shuddered at its detailed content.

I felt sick to think that such a moment had been recorded. An almost animal rage broke on me. One thought dominated my mind: No one must ever see these cards! No one must ever see this room! I have to destroy them!' In insane frenzy I yanked the file out. Its size didn't matter now. I had to empty it and burn the cards. But as I took it at one end and began pounding it on the floor, I could not dislodge a single card. I became desperate and pulled out a card, only to find it as strong as steel when I tried to tear it.

Defeated and utterly helpless, I returned the file to its slot. Leaning my forehead against the wall, I let out a long, self-pitying sigh.

And then I saw it.. The title bore 'People I Have Shared the Gospel With.' The handle was brighter than those around it,seemed newer, almost unused. I pulled on its handle and a small box not more than three inches long fell into my hands. I could count the cards it contained on one hand.

And then the tears came. I began to weep. Sobs so deep that they hurt. They started in my stomach and shook through me. I fell on my knees and cried. I cried out of shame, from the overwhelming shame of it all. The rows of file shelves swirled in my tear-filled eyes. No one must ever, ever know of this room. I must lock it up and hide the key. But then as I pushed away the tears, I saw Him.

No, please not Him. Not here. Oh, anyone but Jesus. I watched helplessly as He began to open the files and read the cards. I couldn't bear to watch His response. And in the moments I could bring myself to look at His face, I saw a sorrow deeper than my own.

He seemed to intuitively go to the worst boxes. Why did He have to read every one? Finally He turned and looked at me from across the room. He looked at me with pity in His eyes. But this was a pity that didn't anger me. I dropped my head, covered my face with my hands and began to cry again. He walked over and put His arm around me. He could have said so many things. But He didn't say a word. He just cried with me.

Then He got up and walked back to the wall of files. Starting at one end of the room, He took out a file and, one by one, began to sign His name over mine on each card. 'No!' I shouted rushing to Him. All I could find to say was 'No, no,' as I pulled the card from Him. His name shouldn't be on these cards. But there it was, written in red so rich, so dark, so alive. The name of Jesus covered mine. It was written with His blood. He gently took the card back. He smiled a sad smile and began to sign the cards. I don't think I'll ever understand how He did it so quickly, but the next instant it seemed I heard Him close the last file and walk back to my side.

He placed His hand on my shoulder and said, 'It is finished.' I stood up, and He led me out of the room. There was no lock on its door. There were still cards to be written.

'I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.'-Phil. 4:13 'For God so loved the world that He gave His only son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life.' If you feel the same way forward it so the love of Jesus will touch their lives also My 'People I shared the gospel with' file just got bigger, how about yours?

2008-09-03T23:04:00.000+08:00

hmmm...

chris is a really really really really good writer.

keep it up yo!

:)

2008-09-03T22:30:00.003+08:00

1. Where do you hang your towel to dry after showering?
uh. the rack thingy

2. What kind of mouse pad do you have?
some blue nameless mouse pad. ( haha. if u think of it with a little imagination, i mean MOUSE PAD... like mouse... HAHA)... (ok i'm a bit disturbed with myself...)

3. Do you brush your hair with a comb or a brush?
eh?

4. In your opinion, who do you think is the hottest celebrity?
Avril Lavigne when she was younger.

5. You have a project due tomorrow, do you use tape or glue?
tape heh

6. Chicken or pork?
Chicken :D

7. By the time you get to school, is it still dark?
lol! no not really. i usually squeeze in the school gate around 726am, so its pretty bright by then.

8. If you had a choice to be a unicorn or mermaid which would it be?
omg. GAY. GAY. GAY! but i think unicorns are way cooler! i mean they have that horn on top which makes them look so hor... eeh. nevermind. that sounds wrong! ^^

Where is question 9??
(ans: some where with 6! teehee! ^^

10. What time does the sun usually set?
dinner time!!!

11. What/who do you think of last before you go to sleep?
EH haha.

13. Do you wear braces?
last time.

14. Can you do a hand stand?
hmmm nope. i can do a hand... AH NVM! WHY DOES EVERYTHING SOUND WRONG TODAY?

15. If you were the opposite sex, how would you style your hair?
hair? which hair? :P

16. What level English are you in?
dont do them anymore.

17. Jessica Simpson or Alba?
Alba. she's way hotter

18. Which subject is worse, English or Math?
Math. no question about it.

19. What’s one thing you really want to do this very moment?
hold her tight and run away from it all. but that'd be pretty irresponsible... and omg. waaaait! DONT THINK SO FAR!!! :(

20. What movie are you embarrassed to admit you’ve watched
HEHE. Piglet's Big Movie. :P (OMG NO ITS NOT WRONG! SERIOUSLY!)

21. CD player or iPOD?
iPod! u can watch videos on it! :P

22. Would you rather spin upside down going 30 miles or drop 400 ft. into water?
no water. hate water. eew.

23. Whats your favorite shape?
shape? lol. hmmm. triangle i guess.

24. What do you have planned for the weekend?
recuperate.

25. Have you ever gone ice skating?
Yup.

26. If you were put in a room with nothing except for a pencil and paper, what would you do?
i'll write a story. and publish it. and be famous! ^^

27. Is it always easy finding your remote every time you want to watch TV?
yep. its always next to the tv.

28. How was your day?
mugging. boring.

29. Do you grow your nails, bite or cut them?
cut. no matter how bad i am at it, i'm still a pianist.

30. Describe your handwriting:
scratchy...

32. Do you bruise easily?
dunno? i guess...

33. There`s nothing on TV except Barney and Japanese news what do you do?
LOL no need to ask lah. Japanese news :P hope they have subtitles.

35. You got a essay due, you either can type or write in pen, which will it be?
type. but the com is distracting....

36. Do you wear jeans to relax at home?
nope. i mean, is it even possible to relax while you're wearing... (EHHH NO DONT THINK WRONG!)

37. Describe yourself using three words:
i'm pure, innocent! !!! !!!!!

39. Do you like ice in your drink?
sometimes... depends on the drink...

2008-09-01T23:00:00.001+08:00

PITY US MUSIC STUDENTS

HOW THE HECK DO WE TELL THE SCALE?

IN CIPHER NOTATION!

AND HOW ARE WE SUPPOSED TO NAME ALL THE INSTRUMENTS? WITH THEIR FUNCTIONS!

but hey. this is ethnomusicology... (sounds damn cool right? haha!)

2008-09-01T18:05:00.001+08:00

WAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH

just finished watching the D.gray man series. damn,

withdrawal withdrawal withdrawal!!!

:(

2008-08-31T23:50:00.000+08:00

i FEEL LIKE A SLOB

havent touched much math the whole week

looked at the 2007 paper, and i CANT DO SDLCSDGCYAHWEHFASUHFIASNCUI!!!!!!

2008-08-31T00:23:00.004+08:00

Bold the ones that apply to you.

I am 5'4" or shorter.
I think I'm ugly.
I tan easily.
I wish my hair was a different color.
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color
I have a tattoo
I am self-conscious about my appearance.
I have/I've had braces.
I wear glasses sometimes.
I'd get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free, scar-free.
I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
I have more than 2 piercings.
I have piercings in places besides my ears
I have freckles

family/home life.

I've sworn at my parents.
I've been kicked out of the house.
My biological parents are together.
I have a sibling less than one year old
I want to have kids someday.
I have children.
I've lost a child.

embarrassment.

I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
Disney movies still make me cry. (wall-e)
I've snorted while laughing.
I've laughed so hard I've cried.
I've glued my hand to something.
I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
I've had my pants rip in public.

health.

I was born with a disease/impairment.
I've had stitches.
I've broken a bone.
I've had my tonsils removed.
I've sat in a doctor's office with a friend.
I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
I had a serious surgery.
I've had chicken pox.

travelling.

I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
I've been on a plane.
I've been to Canada.
I've been to Niagara Falls.
I've been to Japan.
I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
I've been to Europe.
I've been to Africa.
I've been to France.

experiences.

I've been lost in my city.
I've seen a shooting star.
I've wished on a shooting star.
I've seen a meteor shower.
I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
I've been to a casino.
I've been skydiving.
I've gone skinny dipping.
I've played spin the bottle.
I've crashed a car
I've been skiing.
I've been in a play
I've met someone in person from the internet.
I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
I've seen the Northern Lights.
I've sat on a roof top at night.
I've played chicken.
I've played a prank on someone.
I've ridden in a taxi.
I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
I've eaten Sushi.
I've been snowboarding.

relationships.

I'm single.
I'm in a relationship.
I'm available.
I'm engaged.
I'm married.
I've gone on a blind date.
I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
I miss someone right now.
I have a fear of abandonment.
I've been divorced.
I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
I've kept something from a past relationship.

sexuality.

I've had a crush on someone of the same gender.
I've kissed a member of the same gender.
I've had sex with someone of the opposite gender.
I've had sex with someone of the same gender.
I've had sex with more than one person at the same time.
I am a cuddler.
I've been kissed in the rain. (damn always wanted this. screw u amos!)
I've had sex outdoors.
I've hugged a stranger.
I have kissed a stranger.
I have had sex with a stranger.

honesty/crime.

I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
I have lied to my parents about where I am.
I am keeping a secret from the world.
I've cheated while playing a game.
I've cheated on a test.
I've run a red light.
I've been suspended from school.
I've witnessed a crime.
I've been in a fist fight.
I've been arrested.
I've shoplifted. (cant believe i havent! 0.o)

drugs/alcohol.

I've consumed alcohol.
I smoke cigarettes.
I smoke pot.
I regularly drink.
I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
I've done hard drugs.
I've been addicted to an illegal substance.
I take cough meds when I'm not sick.
I can't swallow pills.
I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.

mental health.

I have been diagnosed with depression.
I shut others out when I'm depressed.
I take anti-depressants.
I have an eating disorder. (had actually)
I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
I've hurt myself on purpose.
I'm addicted to self harm.
I've woken up crying.

death.

I'm afraid of dying.
I hate funerals.
I've seen someone dying.
I have attempted suicide.
Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
Someone close to me has committed suicide.

random.

I can sing well.
I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
I open up to others too easily. (used to anyway. i've learnt my lesson)
I don't kill bugs.
I curse regularly.
I sing in the shower.
I am a morning person.
I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
I'm a snob about grammar.
I am a sports fanatic.
I play with my hair.
I have/had "x"s in my screen name.
I love being neat.
I've copied more than 30 CDs in a day.
I bake well.
My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue. (gee i wonder which)
I don't know how to shoot a gun. (screwed for NS)
I am in love with love.
I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
I laugh at my own jokes.
I eat fast food weekly.
I believe in ghosts.
I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
I am really ticklish.
I love white chocolate.
I bite my nails.
I play video games.
I'm good at remembering faces.
I'm good at remembering names.
I'm good at remembering dates.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I've been honest while filling out this meme. (:D)

memories from an old fone

2008-08-31T00:07:00.005+08:00

music: YUI - Tomorrow's Way

saw my old nokia 5300 lying randomly around. i dont know why, but i went in to look at my old life. most of the inbox was deleted, but the sent items, saved items and drafts were not. i dunno. there were like 1023894 things that went through my head as i looked through them. some were from as far back as october last year, while the latest was in January this year.
(which is, of course, before...)
Class chalet, NY trip, post-NY trip, random occasions. even today, watching the recording session, watching the song which the very first bars, i was there to see. and the random times on the piano before. it kinda brought back

nah. i'm happy where i am now. sure. memories may exist, but all said and done, whats past is past. and for a reason.
...but i wish we were still just friends...
plus i'm sure we're all happier where we are now. no regrets. and i doubt she still remembers all this stuff. so what the heck.

2008-08-20T22:34:00.001+08:00

Greed:	High
Gluttony:	Medium
Wrath:	Medium
Sloth:	High
Envy:	Medium
Lust:	High
Pride:	High

Take the Seven Deadly Sins Quiz

oh dear. if i'm that bad, i cant imaging what some others would be like :P

AND there's something wrong with the quiz! i dont have that much lust! i'm sure of it!

2008-08-17T18:21:00.002+08:00

Taiyou no Uta.

YUI- Goodbye days.

ah was watching this movie just now (yeah. i should be doing math i KNOW dont rub it in!) its really really really really sweet. and sad. and sweet. ah. haha. the build up is kinda slow, but its worth it (plus, YUI is kinda cute ^^). the last few minutes are omg-so-touching. here's a tip. its a good idea to have lots of tissue and someone(or thing) huggable nearby. :)

this was the theme song. lyrics are really meaningful. so many ways to interpret it:

Kanji:
だからいま　会いにゆく
そう決めたんだ
ポケットの　この曲を
君に聴かせたい

そっとヴォリュームを上げて
確かめてみたよ

oh Good-bye days　いま
変わる気がする
昨日までに　so long
かっこよくない優しさがそばにあるから
~with you

片方の　イヤフォンを
君に渡す
ゆっくりと　流れ込む
この瞬間

うまく愛せていますか?
たまに迷うけど

oh Good-bye days　いま
変わり始めた　胸の奥　alright
かっこよくない優しさがそばにあるから
~with you

できれば　悲しい
想いなんてしたくない
でもやってくるでしょ?
そのとき　笑顔で　
Yeah hello!! my friend　なんてさ
言えたならいいのに…

同じ唄を　口ずさむ時
そばにいて　I wish
かっこよくない優しさ
に会えてよかったよ

…Good-bye days

Romanji:
Dakara ima ai ni yuku
Sou kimetanda
POKETTO no kono kyoku wo
Kimi ni kikasetai

Sotto VORYUUMU wo agete
Tashikamete mita yo

oh Good-bye days ima
Kawaru ki ga suru
Kinou made ni so long
Kakkoyoku nai yasashi sa ga soba ni aru kara
~with you

Katahou no IYAFON wo
Kimi ni watasu
Yukkuri to nagarekomu
Kono shunkan

Umaku aisete imasu ka?
Tama ni mayou kedo

oh Good-bye days ima
Kawari hajimeta mune no oku alright
Kakkoyoku nai yasashi sa ga soba ni aru kara
~with you

Dekireba kanashii
Omoi nante shitaku nai
Demo yatte kuru desho?
Sono toki egao de
Yeah hello!! my friend nante sa
Ieta nara ii no ni...

Onaji uta wo kuchizusamu toki
Soba ni ite I wish
Kakkoyoku nai yasashi sa ni
Aete yokatta yo

...Good-bye days

English translation!:
So I’ll go to you now, I’ve made up my mind
I want to play you the song in my pocket

I quietly turned up the volume to make sure

Oh good-bye days
I feel like things are changing now
So long yesterday and before
I have a clumsy tenderness by my side
~With you

I pass you one earphone
And in that moment, it plays slowly

I am I loving you right? Sometimes I get confused

Oh good-bye days
Now what’s in my heart has begun to change, alright
I have a clumsy tenderness by my side
~With you

I don’t want to have sad thoughts if I can help it
But they’re bound to come, right?
When they do, I’ll smile and say
Yeah hello! I hope I can call you
My friend...

When we sing the same song
Be by my side, I wish
I’m glad I found that clumsy tenderness

...Good-bye days

(it's really sweet! haha)

2008-08-16T22:30:00.002+08:00

OLYMPIC fever. haha. we were trying to get live feed of the table tennis semi finals (which we WON btw:P ) in the MS. miss chew let us off half an hour early to watch. haha. unfortunately, all we could get was this site which regularly updated the scores. haha. it was pretty funny. almost the entire music class was staring at the numbers :P

but we couldnt take it. so we went downstairs to this TINY tv under LT1 to go watch.

and after the econs lecture, everyone started to crowd around. which is pretty funny, considering the fact that the TV was a small one. :P

2008-08-15T22:04:00.002+08:00

1) Who is your best girl friend?
Alethea!

2) If someone were to tell you they like you right now, would you care?
YUP! its flattering. but ah well, too bad. hehe.

3) Do you still talk to the person you fell hardest for?
haha. yep. all the time.

4) Where did you last sleep other than your house?
hmmm... aunt's house quite some time back

5) Do you have a best friend?
i have a girlfriend :P that counts too right?

6) Do you smoke?
no

7) Do you remember what you were like when you were a kid?
haha. i was, well... nosy...

8) Who was the last person you cried in front of?
haha. alethea again... :P

9) Can you vote for the next election?
yep. assuming it isnt a walkover again...

10) What are you listening to?
my A level composition

11) When will your next kiss be?
:P

12) Who do you want to see right now?
:P

13) Who was the last person to call you beautiful/gorgeous?
no one uses those words now. ok fine. maybe my aunts.

14) Ever have a sleepover with the opposite sex?
haha. yeap

15) Where did your last hug take place?
:P

16) Do you date smart people?
well, most of the people i mix with are pretty smart to begin with...

17) Where were you at 2:02 this afternoon?
giving a presentation on neoclassicism in 20th Century Chamber music.

18) Last place you took a bus to?
Tanah Merah

19)What does the last text in your phone says?
haha. :P dun think i can write it here :P

20) Do you use smiley faces on the computer a lot?
:P

21) Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
*Sam's answer is OMG* anw, hm, yeap. when i was really young..

22) Who did you last go out to eat with?
classmates.

23) Do you text alot?
haha. not really. no need to sms so much too :P

24) How old will you be in 13 months?
19

25) When is the last time you tattoo?
never.

26) If you like that person will you talk about your feelings or hide them?
talk. i guess. eventually :P

27) Do you wear glasses?
NOPE! TEEHEE

28) What are you looking forward to in the next month?
waking up late during hols.

29) What are you doing tonight?
SLEEP!!!

30) What was the last sweet thing someone said to you?
:P

2008-08-12T23:04:00.001+08:00

HAHA. found this on a random bicycle at tanah merah. LOOK AT THE STICKER! doesnt it remind u of someone

awwww...

haha. amos is stressed and hates photographers. ok fine. no link.

2008-08-09T23:38:00.004+08:00

dhoby mrt

chijmes

fullerton. where i wish prom would be held...

Seriously. sam, if you're reading this, you should be SO GLAD u didnt go to the fireworks.
it was UBER crowded, and when i say UBER, cuz i rarely use that word, i REALLY MEAN UBER crowded. for those of u who went new york with me, remember the christmas light up at rockafella? YEAH it was ALMOST AS BAD.

what made it SO MUCH WORSE were the HIGHLY irritating and ABSOLUTELY inconsiderate FOREIGN WORKERS. i dont care HOW MUCH you contribute to the singapore economy. if you want to earn OUR money, play by OUR morals. what the heck lah. it was like, this narrow street only had 3 lanes of people going past. that was bad enough. but SOMEHOW due to CERTAIN people PUSHING and BASHING, there suddenly became SIX lanes!

and they dont even have the SENSE to keep their HANDS to THEMSELVES. it is FREAKY. like u feel this bangla worker fondling your back while u try to take a photo of the fireworks. and in this case, i'm a GUY. i cant imagine what it must have felt like for the girls.

sigh.

i suppose if we want the foreign workers to do your dirty work, we have to pay the price and let them taint our societal morals and values.

either way, the fireworks were pretty, but not worth the time and privacy sacrifice. although i did enjoy myself thanks to a certain someone ^^ haha.

enjoy the pics! havent posted with pictures for a long time...

see the crowds...

2008-08-04T19:53:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA

OMGOMGOMG

i FOUND MY OTHER $50 KINO VOUCHER!

that makes $100 ALTOGETHER!!!

OMGMGOMG

HAHAHAHA

SHOPPING SPREE @ KINO!!!

XD

2008-08-03T00:18:00.003+08:00

This is pretty much how i spent my day. first up, spent like half an hour creating a map on Starcraft with inexhaustible resources, and only one choke point.

following which, well, put simply, was an epic, protoss vs zerg game which lasted 1 hour 50 mins. well, after the first one and 3-quarter hours i got really really sick of the game, cuz i wasnt making any headway, and neither was the com. having already mind-controlled a zerg drone and started a new zerg base, i'm pretty sure i would have won, as my food limit was double the enemy's. however, after doing Chin's imba zergling rush. (like... imba!) and making reasonable headway for about 45 mins, the enemy got smarter and started massing mutalisks. so i sent like 12 protoss carriers and an arbiter, but they all died in like 3 mins, due to the imba imba mutalisk-evolved-thing-which-can-only-attack-air-whose-name-eludes-me. their armour is like... ... ... . anyway, i got damn sian, so i just cheated and ended the game in 5 mins.

then in the evening i went to watch the other boleyn girl, on wynne's recommendation eons ago. yeah. its really nice. all the politics and backstabbing and agendas. but ah well. the ending was... sad. :(

but its a really interesting show nevertheless.

then i studied econs!

the behaviour of firms. bleah. boring chapter, but still crucial nevertheless.

sigh. i know. i really dont like it either, and i still wish you'd be able to come with me. but, ah well. i suppose god has a reason for making things turn out this way. that said, i'm still really disappointed. cant shake off that feeling.

:(

2008-08-01T21:56:00.000+08:00

ahhh... :P

2008-07-31T21:53:00.002+08:00

Death Cab for Cutie. Narrow Stairs.

i kinda like this band. they have this emo, but strangely relaxing effect which is totally awesome for stoning. songs like "i will possess your heart" have really really nice instrumental solos (though pretty irritating lyrics", and on the whole, I LOVE IT! haha.

anw, what the heck lah :( that really justifies that uneasy feeling.

hello.

oh today they have out the book prize for like 50 bucks. :P anw, ale kena caught by tong for some really stupid reason. apparently he told the girls before assembly to go change or something like that. but cuz we werent there, we didnt here, so obviously she didnt change. and its like, afterwards tong got her to sign some discipline form thingy. haiz. at first he wanted to strip her of the book prize. sigh. he just doesnt learn his lesson does he :P

2008-07-30T22:48:00.003+08:00

AH i didnt make the cut.

well, i'm not surprised cuz i didnt exactly play well. hm but the issues they pointed out are unexpected... like cant clash with the band, or the specific ranges to play. haha. i guess i havent touched a keyboard in a band for such a long time i actually forgot how to play properly. haha. but i guess its god's timing. cuz if i had passed the auditions, the rehearsal schedule would clash with my revisions, and my parents dont want that, even if it is serving god. so ah well... all in god's time i guess. :P

anyway, was reading through chin's blog. the whole issue on religion is well... disconcerting :P i hate debating something like that. anyway, shall attempt to add my views to this already bursting pool of discussions.

faith is based on what is unseen. amos' blog has this quote: we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseed, for what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal. yeah. there are many arguments that evolution is real, that god doesnt exist, and we all end up as trees when we die, but i find a problem which most people have against christianity is the miracles.

jesus died, and rose again. lazarus died and jesus revived him. jesus turned wine into water. joshua made the sun and the moon stop. mosus parted the red sea. (i agree with chin that the biggest miracle is life :P)

BUT are these really possible? if u're a sensible, intellectual person, none of the above would convince you that miracles exist, and let along god coming down to earth and dying and raising himself up from hell. its fairytale. its absurd. its the stuff of Tolkien and C.S Lewis. its not possible?

but why then, are so many top intellectuals around the world christian? in singapore along, we have many top ministers (dont want to name names for fear of being caught for political blogging :P) who are christian? why?

its god.

dont u get it? who in the right mind would believe that jesus revived himself from the depths of hell?

every christian conversion is already a testament that God still performs miracles in everyday people.

anyway

on the lighter side,

1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?

2. How much cash do you have on you?

3. What’s a word that rhymes with DOOR?
Floor

4. Favorite planet?
I'll say Earth.

5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone?
Chin

6. What is your favorite ring tone on your phone?
MxPx - Shut it Down

7. What shirt are you wearing?
red shirt. souvenir from forgot where

8. Do you label yourself?
um, i'm not made in china if you're wondering...

9. Name the brand of the shoes you’re currently wearing?
Fallen

10. Bright or Dark Room?
Bright.

11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you?
sickly. deserves his pes c status :P

12. What does your watch look like?
black, orange, kenneth cole :P

13. What were you doing at midnight last night?
watching bleach :P

14. What did your last text message you received on your cell say?
how tiring the tution was.

15. Where is your nearest 7-11?
Toa Payoh lorong 1, outside braddell mrt.

16. What's a word that you say a lot?
eeeeeh (if thats a word)

17. Who told you he/she loved you last?
HEH *blush*

18. Last furry thing you touched?
EEEEYYYYOREEE!! :D thanks guys!

19. How many drugs have you done in the last three days?
hm. clarinase?

20. How many rolls of film do you need developed?
5 back when we still used film.

21. Favorite age you have been so far?
15

22. Your worst enemy?
HA. cant say. it'll hurt someone's feelings... (RIGHT?)

23. What is your current desktop picture?
default windows xp. yeah. i dont really bother.

24. What was the last thing you said to someone?
ok (mom)

25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly what would it be?
million bucks. i'm kinda scared i screw up halfway when flying. :P

26. Do you like someone?
Yes.

27. The last song you listened to?
LOTR soundtrack.

28. What time of day were you born?
no idea.

29. What’s your favorite number?
7

30. Where did you live in 1987?
I was born in 1990

31. Are you jealous of anyone?
nope. life is good. ah but sometimes i moodswing too much :(

32. Is anyone jealous of you?
HAHAHA. again i cant say for fear of hurting random people.

33. Where were you when 9/11 happened?
OMG-ing at the TV.

34. What do you do when vending machines steal your money?
never happened before ^^

35. Do you consider yourself kind?
hm. depends on how much u hate me.

36. If you had to get a tattoo, where would it be?
nah.

37. If you could be fluent in any other language, what would it be?
German! Jap would be pretty cool. or mandrin for one :P

38. Would you move for the person you loved?
Like literally? Yep. more than willing.

39. Are you touchy feely?
haha. yeap.

40. What’s your life motto?
God has a plan.

41. Name three things that you have on you at all times?
hmmm... phone, shirt, hair...

42. What’s your favourite town/city?
NY!

43. What was the last thing you paid for with cash?
nasi lemak

44. When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper and mailed it?
Wow. Ummm I can't remember!

45. Can you change the oil on a car?
no :P

46. Your first love: what is the last thing you heard about him/her?
hmm... no idea. last saw her at choir concert. didnt exactly talk much tho.

47. How far back do you know about your ancestry?
hmm... my great grandfather was filthy rich, but the communist came and took everything from him.

48. The last time you dressed fancy, what did you wear and why did you dress fancy?
TJ school uni, this morning. cuz its compulsory. like seriously, who wears the TJ uni for fun?

49. Does anything hurt on your body right now?
nah

50. Have you been burned by love?
literally? no.

2008-07-27T22:49:00.002+08:00

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

B) Tag eight people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

(amos tagged me btw) >.<

1. What are your reasons for having a blog?
used to be my personal photo gallery, then it was some emo ranting how-the-world-hates-me thing, but now all i seem to do is memes. so i have no idea

2. What do you do before bedtime?
haha. talk on the phone. or daydream. depends

3. What will your dream wedding be like?
haha. as long as its intimate and sweet, it doesnt really matter. OH and it has to be held in Scotland! ot somewhere europy and fanciful!

4. What is the city of your dreams and why?
hmmm... Dublin? i dunno... somewhere cold and with lots of culture.

5. Are you an introvert or extrovert?
introvert. no question about it. haha.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Loved.

7. Do you trust easily?
i used to. now i dont. no surprise huh.

8. What person, dead or alive, is your role model?
JESUS! haha! (did i mention all real christians are fundamentalist at heart :P)

9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
u really wanna know?

10. When's the last time you had fun?
hm... just now at church :P

11. Is being tagged fun?
if the questions were more interesting, maybe.

12. How do you see life?
in singapore, we say its ****** **

13. Who are currently the most important people to you?
Well my girlfriend, my family, and my closest friends.

14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
he's really nice to hang out with. and when combined with like Francis, its a TOTALLY HILARIOUS PAIR. other than that, he's really nice, really fun, and really easy to get along with. haha. (and he likes to go to parkway alot!) :P

15. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
amos' answer worries me. what is the values of the world coming to? haha. married but poor. well that is if my wife doesnt mind being married but poor too and doesnt grill me everyday on that 3-million dollar-a-day job i passed on to be a missionary. :p

16. How many children do you want to have, if any?
Twins. fraternal, to make it less confusing.

17. What's better, to give or to receive?
Give.

18. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
weird question.

19. What would you do if you (or your girlfriend) became pregnant unexpectedly?
OH DEAR. i'd be really really really really really really really really really uneasy :P

20. What are you waiting for right now?
FOR NS TO END!

Tagged: Ale, Chin, Mich, Sam

PHOTO MEME

2008-07-23T23:16:00.003+08:00

koped from wynne again :P thanks!

Answer the questions below with minimal words of explanation - do a Google Image Search with your answer instead and take a picture from the first page of results.

1. The age you'll be on your next birthday:

2. A place you'd like to travel to:

3. Your favourite place:

4. Your favourite food:

5. Your favourite animal:

6. Your favourite color:

7. Your favourite piece of clothing:

8. Your favourite song:

9. Your favourite TV show:

(OKKKAYYY! so this isnt the first picture, but its still really really cool ^^)

10. First name of your significant other/crush:

:P

11. The town in which you live in:

12. Your screen name/nickname:

(i dont get it too :S)

13. Your first job:

14. Your dream job:

15. A bad habit you have:

16. Your worst fear:

(i kid you not) o.O

17. The one thing you'd like to do before you die:

18. The first thing you'll buy if you get $1,000,000:

2008-07-08T22:50:00.002+08:00

You Should Play the Guitar

You're very independent - both in spirit and in the way you learn.

You can teach yourself almost anything, even if it makes your fingers bleed.

You're not really the type to sit patiently through a music lesson - or do things by the book.

It's more your style to master the fundamentals and see where they take you.

Highly creative and a bit eclectic, you need a wide range of music to play.

You could emerge as a sensitive songwriter... or a manic rock star.

Your dominant personality characteristic: being rebellious

Your secondary personality characteristic: tenacity

What Musical Instrument Should You Play?

You Are Elmo

Sweet and innocent, you expect everyone to adore you. And they usually do!

You are usually feeling: Talkative. You've got tons of stories to tell. And when you aren't talking, you're laughing.

You are famous for: Being popular, though no one knows why. Middle aged women especially like you.

How you life your life: With an open heart. "Elmo loves you!"

The Sesame Street Personality Quiz

You Belong in the Upper West Side

You have what it takes to be successful, but not snooty.

That's why you belong in the New York of Sex and the City and Seinfeld!

Where Should Your Inner New Yorker Live?

You Are As Cool As They Come

Rational and relaxed, no one could accuse you of being dramatic.

You roll with the punches, and nothing ever gets you too worked up.

You are able to maintain perspective and see the big picture.

And even if you're emotional inside, you don't let it show.

You're great at keeping it together, and you're rewarded for that.

People see you as an ideal friend, employee, and partner.

Are You a Drama Queen (or King)?

You Are Somewhat Virtuous

You are occasionally a good person, but you often stop short at doing the right thing.

It's just a lot easier (and more fun) to be bad! You do have a reputation to uphold.

Deep down, you're a fairly good person. But no one's perfect.

You're just a lot less perfect than most people!

Where You Are Virtuous

You have the virtue of Temperance. You don't eat or drink excessively.

You have the virtue of Justice. You treat other people fairly, even when you don't feel like it.

You have the virtue of Resolution. You are determined to do what you should, no matter how difficult it is.

Where You Are Not Virtuous

You lack the virtue of Silence. You talk too much, and your words aren't as valuable as they could be.

You lack the virtue of Cleanliness. You are quite messy... and maybe even a little dirty.

You lack the virtue of Industry. You have trouble doing what's important, and you tend to waste time.

Are You Virtuous?

SEE i'm not as bad as everyone says i am! haha.

2008-07-08T22:37:00.002+08:00



		I will marry Charles.
		After a wild honeymoon, We will settle down in Germany in our fabulous House.
		We will have 7 kid(s) together.
		Our family will zoom around in a Purple Hummer.
		I will spend my days as a Lawyer, and live happily ever after.

LOL IT WAS REALLY REALLY COMPLETELY RANDOM! i had like loads of other stuff written in it too :P

weird random feelings.... OF DOOM!

2008-07-06T23:15:00.004+08:00

haha. its funny how i still cant shake off that feeling. even though i know its not based on anything much now. its just. well,
i really dont want to lose you.
i dunno... i guess i havent been thinking enough :P
insecurities?
sometime things dont always turn out right.

but you see. what works right for me would mean someone else has it all bad for himself.
but that just means i love you right?
ah. nvm. i'm being incoherent, and apparently emo. (i mean, typing line by line has an emo effect does it not?)

anyway, school's going to start soon. an intensive time ahead, as i work towards prelims and stuff. loads of stuff to revise and go through, but i'm still STUCK HERE DOING NOTHING. sigh. i get the feeling i worked loads harder for my O levels. DOOM DOOM DOOM! (shit now i wanna play com. :P... ... ..) i am psyched on getting a new psp to make my life in NS more enjoyable next year. ( i FORESEE the problems people!) and i have no idea what i want to do in life. was thinking on film scoring, but its really hard to break into that industry. was thinking composition at YST or some US or UK conservatory, but the music is well, experimental. though now i think i am okay with experimental music, and might try my luck for some cool university in Berlin... :P. Deutchland ist sehr Spaß! (or at least i think thats how it's supposed to be phrased...) i dont want to do political science like everybody else in nus, but hey, that seems the most likely. i dunno. incoherent post. :P

2008-07-04T22:37:00.002+08:00

CHOIR IS FINALLY OVER

like after 1238423094610273 years in CHOIR

NO MORE CHOIR

YAY!

closure i guess
haha. you know i actually found last year's choir really fun. but this years, well, haha. no comment.

well the juniors were really fun tho. :p bobo, manda, junhao the rest. haha.

and all the hard times, when everyone just wanted to kill me haha.

ah but the songs were nice

night, with the eyes of a horse, that trembles... in the night...

2008-06-29T00:43:00.001+08:00

thanks amos. that post on human cannibalism with detailed pictures was SO inspiring.

for all you weak-hearted folks out there, AVOID amos' blog at ALL COSTS. it is DISTURBING.

but knowing human nature, that disclaimer just wants to make u go read it even more right?

haha

suit yourself

2008-06-26T23:13:00.005+08:00

1. Do you want to grow old with someone or be single?
grow old with someone. like. duh. its so sweet

2. what were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
sleeping

3. what were you doing 30 minutes ago?
studying, msning, repling emails.

4. what was something that happened to you in 1992?
i moved house to my current house. which happens to be daniel tay's old house.:P

5. If you were stranded on an island with the person you hated and without food what would you do:
hm. i have no idea. :P nah i'll have to set aside personal differences then.

6. When someone catches your eye, do you try to make eye contact or avoid it?
it depends. haha. if it is someone cute and i'm playing around.. i'll try to make eye contact, and then when got that, i'll look away for a second or two and then look back at him again.. and then smile. haha.. that's sam's strategy no.2 to get a guy she wants!! (: but i think.. if it is my crush or anything, i'll probably avoid all eye contacts and just sneakily glance over to his directions a couple or a thousand times?? i'll probably be ignoring his existence and acting super loud and noisy in front of him. -_-! aaahhh..

yeah probably something similar. oh wait. no ale'll kill me :P guess i'll look away then.

7. what color is your hairbrush?
whats a hairbrush?

8. what was the last thing you bought?
movie tickets. WANTED MUAHAHAHA.

9. how do u know when ur in love?
haha. when u cant stop thinking about her day or night.

10.have you been to china?
yep. twice. didnt really like it. NY was WAY better haha.

11. where do you keep your money?
wallet, safe box, bank, pocket, pencil case, bag, eh.

12. have you traveled outside the
country?
yeah. duh. not a lot these days tho. :P

13.Do you wish you were back together with any of your exes?
hmmmmmm. haha. well, i cant deny sometimes i get random thoughts about evan (okay fine, we weren't together, but we were this close!!), but then i thought about it, and i realized, NOPE. i am VERY happy where i am now haha. that was probably just a 14 yo crush or something :P.

14. do you like peanut butter?
haha. used to hate it, cuz i liked it too much and had it too much. then i didnt eat it for a long time and i like it again. haha.

15. What is your motto on love?
stay away from her.

16. The thing you love about relationships?
the fact that she'll always be there when u need her, and that you'd always be there when she needs u. :)

17. The thing you love about being single?
the guy jokes. haha.

18. Would you give up a dream for someone you loved?
lol. depends on what god says.

19. do you wanna cut your hair?
do i have a choice?

20. are you over the age of 25?
no

21. do you talk a lot?
depends

22. do you watch The O.C.?
no

23. does your screen name have an "x" in it?
no

24. do you know anyone named Kelsey?
i knew someone from bible study class called chelsea. :P that comes pretty close. and she was angmoh haha. but that was like, p5? :P

25. favorite ice cream?
lol. no idea.

26. Could you date someone who has been only your friend for a long time?
i have no idea. why not? ok i mean, theoratically at least :P

27. are you typically a jealous person?
yeah. but i try not to be.

28. Is there such thing as a perfect relationship?
nope.

29. name a friend whose name starts with the letter "P":
PIYO! :D

30. who's the last person to call you?
Alethea. haha. :P

31. last magazine you bought?
newsweek haha.

32. do you chew on your straws?
yep. unashamedly

33. do you have curly hair?
nope

34. can you dance like a chicken?
no. sam does :P

36. last concert?
hm some random sso chinese showcase thingy.

37. what is something you say a lot?
basket lah

38. favorite color?
black, pink, orange...

-okay this is where i didnt realize i'd not completed it and i accidentally posted sam's answers by mistake. ah. shall change it now. :P

39. do you know what a plectrum is for?
guitar pick?

40. do you have to work tomorrow?
music test

41. who was the last person you said I love you to?
wynne fung. ironic isnt it. well, that was a joke fyi...

42. what should you be doing right now?
studying

43. do you have a nickname?
depends on who's asking

44.Are you a heavy sleeper?
always.

45. do you watch tv?
sometimes

46. is there anyone you like right now?
like... just doesnt cut it yeah?

GO AWAY

2008-06-20T04:14:00.003+08:00

sigh. my first all-night quarrel with ale, and it has to be about you.

i hope you're happy dammit.

u were waiting for this werent u.

dammit.

2008-06-20T00:45:00.002+08:00

wow. i'm finally 18. OK fine, so i didnt do any fun 18 stuff on my birthday. didnt pay for sex, didnt buy beer, didnt watch any m-18 movie. ahwells. but i had lots of fun! :P heck care that there were 2 papers in the morning. i'm happy now. :P went to marina square (bumped into FAZLI and HASSIM with some RANDOM ANG MOH DUDE there... scandalous ppl... :P) and suntec after my music paper with ale<3 and pretty much spent the entire time there haha. caught 2 movies. zohan and get smart. haha. must say i prefer get smart. really really really nice movie. :p tho zohan was pretty entertaining too haha.

anw, thanks for the gifts and wishes guys... :P

yanchao was the first to wish me happy birthday. haha. what a surprise. havent seen him or talked to him for at least a year. the last time, i bumped into him at the canon photomarathon last year. ooh canon photomarathon. haha that was fun... ( U READING THIS MING SHUAN? :P) oh. got a wish from denise too... haha. havent talked to her for ages. haiz all the old 6B ppl. have to arrange a meet up someday. after the exams. :P

happy birthday to me! WHEEHAHAHAHA

2008-06-15T01:20:00.001+08:00

just watched kung fu panda on the internet. at 120 in the morning. damn i gotta stop doing this kinda things

2008-06-10T20:43:00.002+08:00

hm considering i like music and photography, its not really surprising. haha. i hate math too :P

2008-06-10T19:26:00.002+08:00

Go to Google and search the phrase. Use you REAL 1st name... Use the first thing that comes up that makes sense.

Q: Type in "[your name] needs" in the Google search:
A: "kong meng needs" -- no result

Q: Type in "[your name] looks like" in Google search:
A: "kong meng looks like" -- no result

Q: Type in "[your name] says" in Google search:
A: Kong Meng says the figure is expected to go up by 10 to 15 per cent

Q: Type in "[your name] wants" in Google search:
A: "kong meng wants" -- no result

Q: Type in "[your name] does" in Google search:
A: "kong meng does" -- no result

Q: Type in "[your name] hates" in Google search:
A: "kong meng hates" -- no result

Q: Type in "[your name] asks" in Google search:
A: "kong meng asks" -- no result

Q: Type in "[your name] goes" in Google search:
A: "kong meng goes" -- no result

Q: Type in "[your name] likes " in Google search:
A: "kong meng likes" -- no result

Q: Type in "[your name] eats " in Google search:
A: "kong meng likes" -- no result

Q: Type in "[your name] wears " in Google search:
A: "kong meng wears" -- no result

hai. i swear its a conspiracy to stop me from koping stuff from wynne's blog...

:P

2008-06-09T23:05:00.000+08:00

i've realised! i'm finally able to let go and not care anymore! :D

2008-06-08T23:01:00.002+08:00

just came back from malaysia

1. At what age do you wish to be married?
24!

2. Have you played any musical instrument before? What is it?
ah, piano, synthesizer, i guess midi effects count too :p, guitar (classical, acoustic and electric... i think i like acoustic, but electric has really nice effects. like waaaaaah!) bass guitar, drums, recorder :P, some random chinese gourd-flute thingy, voice, tried the violin, viola, cello, and double bass too :P

3. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
Scotland! or Ireland! cant really decide :P

4. If you can have 1 dream come true, what would it be?
I wish Singapore could abolish National Service. (agree with wynne on this :P)

5. Do you believe you can survive without money?
god will provide. but usually he provides with money too, so i guess its hard to say...

6. What are you afraid to lose the most?
my friends, family, god,

7. If you win $ 1 Million, what would you do?
go overseas to study and bring ale along with me :P

8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
Been there, done that.

9. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you. (-_____-)
1) FUNNY
2) =_____=
3) has a very straightforward, what-you-see-is-what-you-get personality

10.What is your dream guy?!!
chris! :P

11. What kind of person do you hate the most?
someone who hurts the people i love with really really malicious intent.

12. If you are given the chance to go back to the past and make a difference, will you?
hmmm. i'd be born in canada, but i suppose thats all i'd change! then i can pon ns! :D

13. UNCONDITIONAL LOVE. What does it mean to you?
GOD!

14. Any wisdom to share with your readers?
When in doubt, toss a coin. (its in the bible peeps :P)

15. If there's ever a war(or things that are similar) happening in your place, are you going to move to a safer place, or fight?
i'd run, but i guess i have to fight. its a singaporean guy-under-40 (or 50 if you're an officer) thing...

16. If you have the chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
hm i'd like not to be so hypocritical sometimes.

17. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
GOD! teehee!

18. What's your weakest point?

19. Think of the person who tagged you to do this quiz. What song do you relate him/her to? (wynne)
hmm tchaikovsky's violin concerto. or maybe i feel pretty...

20. What would you like to do now, if you're not lazy?
math. or anything that has to do with mugging...

----------------------

1. At which age do you want to get married?
WHAT?! THIS QUESTION AGAIN?! (24 btw)

2.Who is more important to you? Friends or girlfriend?
i'm sure my friends will understand... :P

3. Who is/are the person/people you trust most?
GOD

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
haha. sometimes too much. :D... nah. i dont think i do...

5. What would you do if you saw someone abusing an innocent animal?
slap him. ( btw, i give this advice a lot, but no one seems to take this seriously)

6. Do you believe in seeing rainbow after rain?
nah. how often do we?

7.What is your goal for this year?
CONQUER A LEVELS!

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
Yes.

9. Have you ever broken someone's heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?
hm. i hope not... nah...

10. What feeling do you love most?
the feeling of being loved.

11. If one day your best friend and boyfriend quarrel, who will you side with?
they? quarrel? nah. but if they do, i'll eh... eh...

12. Name one quote you like or thought of?
saw this on facebook: too much of a good thing is wonderful :)

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
i used to. till half of them decided to walk away. so i just cherish those who cherish me as a friend :P

14. Do you like to hang out with friends?
YUP. and lan the whole day :P

15. What/Who do you think is/are the most important in your life?
GOD

16.If you were on a ship, your mother and your girlfriend (been together for 2 years) were knocked out of the ship, you only have one life float, who would you throw it to?
hmmm i agree with wynne on this one. :P sorry girlfriend... heh... :P

17.If your girlfriend were to two-time you, what would you do?
slap the other guy she was two-timing with. :P slapping makes funny sounds!!

18. If time were to rewind, when will you want it to be?
hmm... orientation 2007 :P

19.Have you ever thought that you've made the wrong decision & you're in a dilemma after that?
eh. nope. i just leave it to god.

20. Would you die for the one you love?
if i really really really loved him/her, I would.

2008-06-05T23:32:00.001+08:00

am going to malaysia for the weekend
to mug.

in the meantime happy birthday amos!
haha

2008-06-02T22:49:00.002+08:00

How Bad Are You?

1) smoked
2) consumed alcohol
3) slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
4) slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
5) made out with someone of the opposite sex
6) made out with someone of the same sex
7) had someone in your room of the opposite sex
8) watched porn
9) bought porn
10) done drugs

TOTAL: 5

11) taken pain killers
12) taken someone else's prescription medicine
13) lied to your parents
14) lied to a friend
15) snuck out of the house
16) done something illegal
17) cut yourself
18) hurt someone
19) wished someone to die
20) seen someone die

TOTAL: 7

21) missed curfew
22) stayed out all night
23) eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
24) been to a therapist
25) been to rehab
26) dyed your hair
27) received a ticket
28) been in a wreck
29) been to a club
30) been to a bar

TOTAL: 4

31) been to a wild party
32) seen the Mardi Gras
33) had a spring break in Florida
34) sniffed anything
35) wore black nail polish
36) wore arm bands
37) wore t-shirts with band names
38) listened to rap
39) own a 50 cent CD

TOTAL: 5

40) dressed gothic
41) dressed prep
42) dressed punk
43) dressed grunge
44) stole something
45) been too drunk to remember anything
46) blacked out
47) fainted
48) had a crush on your neighbor
49) had someone sneak into your room

TOTAL: 6

50) snuck into someone else's room
51) had a crush on someone of the same sex
52) been to a concert
53) dry humped someone
54) been called a slut
55) called someone a slut
56) installed speakers in your car
57) broke a mirror
58) showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
59) brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush

TOTAL: 9

60) consider Mac, Dre, e40 or Mistah Fab your favorite rapper
61) seen an R rated movie in theaters
62) cruised the mall
63) skipped school
64) had an eating disorder
65) had an injury
66) gone to court
67) walked out of a restaurant without paying
68) caught something on fire
69) lied about your age

TOTAL: 7

70) owned an apartment
71) cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend
72) cheated with someone
73) got in trouble with the police
74) talked to a stranger
75) hugged a stranger
76) kissed a stranger
77) rode in the car with a stranger
78) been sexually harassed
79) been verbally harassed

TOTAL: 4

80) met face to face with someone you met online
81) stayed online for 12 hours straight
82) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours straight
83) watched TV for 12 hours straight
84) been to a fair
85) been called a bad influence
86) cursed
87) prank called someone
88) laid in the bed with someone of the opposite sex
89) cheated on a test

TOTAL: 9

90) cheated on homework
91) held hands with someone of the opposite sex
92) been pushed into a pool
93) played pool
94) watched 5 hours of mtv straight
95) had a crush on someone 10 years older than you
96) had a crush on someone younger than you
97) wear eyeliner
98) skinny dipped
99) laughed at someone who was seriously hurt

TOTAL: 9

OTAL SCORE: 65

10-20 = Goodie-goodie.
21-30 = A little rebellious.
31-40 = Almost rebellious.
41-50 = Rebel.
51-60 = Total bad girl/boy.
61-70 = Bitch/ass-hole.
71-80 = Can’t believe you made it this far.
81-90 = Fucking bad-ass.
91-100 = See you in hell!

2008-05-31T10:37:00.004+08:00

If I were a month I would be: June
If I were a day of the week I would be: Friday
If I were a time of day I would be: 4 am :D
If I were a planet I would be: The Earth
If I were an animal I would be: a teddy bear. wait. okay, fine it isnt an animal. hm.... i'd be a hamster :D they're damn horny!
If I were a piece of furniture I would be: A Bed. sleepy.
If I were a historical figure I would be: hmmm... i have so many to choose from... reagan. haha. he had so much power and he was crazy...
If I were a liquid I would be: Water. its boring, but its omnipresent!
If I were a tree I would be: rain trees. they're so sad and emo
If I were a flower/plant I would be: hmm... daisies!
If I were a kind of weather I would be: blue skies!
If I were a musical instrument I would be: Chimes
If I were an emotion I would be: hm... sadness but with a twist of hope...
If I were a color I would be: Pink!
If I were a fruit I would be: ichigo!
If I were a sound I would be: Her laughing :P
If I were an element I would be: scandium. its a long story. haha.
If I were a car I would be: A jaguar. they're so classy but sleek!
If I were a song I would be: Andulasia by Joe Satriani
If I were a movie I would be: brotherhood. and i'd show myself to all the mindef guys and show that NS is BAD.
If I were a book I would be: the time traveller's wife. its so sweet.
If I were a food I would be: chicken terriyaki.
If I were a place I would be: new york
If I were a number I would be: 9
If I were a word I would be: flabbergasted. haha its a long story
If I were an object I would be: An xbox
If I were a body part I would be: next question.
If I were a facial expression I would be:p

2008-05-30T19:09:00.002+08:00

class chalet was over.

i am personally disappointed that we didnt go through with the all-night lan thing. it's a waste. we'll never do it again.

other wise it was okay. last years was nicer tho. but it had its share of fun moments. sigh. okay fine who am i trying to kid. it was a disaster.

2008-05-25T22:22:00.003+08:00

haha. this is funny. found this on flickr... i'm sure mich will go crazy...

anw,

WAHLFREI FOTOS von MARDI GRAS

didnt post the cam whore pictures. only the nice artistic ones :P

Berenice playing the VIOLA. nice sweet warm pic. the colours arent as vivid here as they were on photoshop, but its still a nice pic.

francis topography!

MICHELLE! SCREAAAAAM. haha. i heard she cam-whored a lot with this outfit, and like scaring away random ppl. nice work michelle! plus compared to the ichigo outfit, it was really cheap! as in cost-wise, not cheap as in cheap... :P

Rachel! i love this pic! i think her pose and angle make her look super scary. that and a bit of heavy photoshopping! haha. dodged her face and hat, had to burn the background a bit too.. the contrast in her outfit doesnt come across too. but ah well, i needed to increase the shadow to make it look dark and scary.

anw, she handcuffed ale afterward. so she and ale were walking around like some les couple :P

max! i think she's SUPER cute in this outfit!! i heard she did some funny action onstage during the costume parade... during her 'solo time' onstage, chin, amos and chris ran on to pretend to kill her. chin and amos with their zampaktous, and chris with his death note. and she was like waves wand and they all died. damn i should have seen that. haha. stupid choir... bleah. :P

oh and some L cosplayer won the parade. that sucked lor! it was a conspiracy lah. Chris was like WAYYY better!

you know, i dont really blog much on this space, cuz i realize some people cant stand me being honest about stuff.

i mean, seriously lah. grow up. if u suck, take the criticism. do something about it.

but fyi, u didnt.

AH WELL.

i doubt she still reads this blog, so i shall make an effort to post more here lol.

anyway, i had this really really big interest in bleach cosplay lately. i'm blaming it on this really really cool picture that ale sent me. haha. ulquiorra! and he look friggin cool! oh michelle and rach wanted to dress up for mardi gras as shinigami, but they ah... said it was way to big. anw, there was this J1 kid who came as ICHIGO!. KILL HIM.

2008-05-09T23:39:00.002+08:00

even as the music of Amor (or however u spell it) continues to play in my head,

Finally!

i thought this day would NEVER come. choir concert is over! and i am happy!. thanks so much for u guys coming down to watch haha. the peeps from 2207, mich, charles, (rab, who couldnt make it last minute lol), sam, py, chris, ale (:D) the 6B peeps guozhong, den, cheho, (and her little bro who's name i cant rmb right now :P), my family... wahaha. everybody...

anyway. choir concert was a pretty good success considering the mess we were in 2 weeks ago haha. everybody's put in their best so well, haha. job well done i suppose. oh i still didnt get the jap game stamp part right. screwed up that part :P ah. but its over ah well. haha.

anyway, since the com is sending out mushy smses, might as well join in the fun ahaha.

YC! THANKS FOR PUSHING US SO MUCH! seriously i doubt we'll ever have made it if u didnt like constantly push us. haha. anyway, kinda sorry i let u down on a lot of things, like the ticketing, sectionals, and even the chamber concert thing, but just want u to know that, well, u did a fantastic job anyways, and the result was worth it, was it not? :)

KY! JW! haha. always see u guys fiddling over the props and admin stuff. hope this concert spurs u guys on for next years one ah! haha. must surpass us ah! :P (ahem. btw ah.. jt... jt...jt... s ah... choo) :P

XJ: well, even though my entire class wants to kill u, (:P) i must say u've done a great job singing, conducting, instructing, and sometimes, even just making us laugh. your solo was great, and i mean it... (okay... maybe it was a bit rushed heh. :P) but well, you've improved a lot since last year, and haha. keep it up.

Agatha! i really enjoyed working with u (well, partly cuz u did all the work haha), but even the lonely bus rides to parkway, and just well, work, u were really understanding and i-have-no-idea-how-u-did-it pulled through the whole programme booklet thingy on a shoestring budget. u were always focused on the job, and well, it was really nice to work with u. haha.

xiaochun. i

heck. choir concerts over! ahaha. ok now that i'm more sober. shall go try to sleep now. haha.

2008-05-08T20:13:00.001+08:00

this is really really bad. for all i've said about falling sick and ponning choir, i never meant it to happen RIGHT BEFORE my choir concert. God really has a sense of humour huh. anyway, i thought i recovered already. during lunch, my temp was like 36.7 degrees, so i decided to leave the house to buy the STUPID choir shirts and shun bian meet up with ale haha. but after 3 hours when i came back, i was feeling sick again. temperature shot up to 38.3 soon after. damn. if i cant even tahan 3 hours, tmr how?

this is really really really bad...

2008-04-16T23:02:00.000+08:00

CHOIR PHOTOS!!! :D

2008-04-13T11:33:00.002+08:00

i feel like shit.

lets see. things to do:

practice piano
compose for ms chew
compose for ms kang (4)
Hindemith Bach essay (due last Friday)
string quartet corrections
piano accompaniment
h3 (perpetual)
choir stuff
normal distribution tutorial
study for maths test (on Tuesday)

thats just hw
dont even talk about revisions:

econs notes
math (NEED A LOT OF HELP) practice
history notes
music notes

and what did i do the entire morning?

NOTHING

now that i actually feel like doing something,
i HAVE TO RUSH TO CHURCH!

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

i am such a slob!!

(at least i got an A for pw!! :P)

2008-04-11T23:27:00.000+08:00

A for PW!!!

along with our entire class!

michelle = <3!!

:P

2008-04-06T22:10:00.002+08:00

i am in that mood where i dont feel like doing anything. but that wouldnt be exactly right, cuz i did gp. ok, it was a piece of crappily done work, but i still did something. i dont know why i dont feel like studying or writing. i have so many projects to do, and i keep complaining that i dont have enough time, but here i am blogging, and listening to Joe Satriani in the background (by the way his new album, Professor Satchafunkilus & The Musterion Of Rock, is simply awsome).

i still have the vj papar to do, which is both overdue and i have a fren's answer as a reference, yet here i am. bored. stoned. unwilling to do work. damn it. what dreams of going somewhere like Berklee or ANU if i'm stuck here with no discipline.

damn. i hate myself sometimes.

bleah. have to force myself to do work. people, if u have any idea how, do let me know.

2008-04-01T19:15:00.000+08:00

saw this on a friends blog

"to be everyone's friend means that you are no one's real friend."

i so agree.

2008-03-31T09:59:00.000+08:00

RAWR

it SUCKS to be SICK.

2008-03-30T09:01:00.002+08:00

yesterday was rather sweet. i particularly liked the choir cip. when we were all singing spontaneously, and really enjoying it. its these moments in choir which i live for :D.

anyway, went to bring the year 1 guys to make the suit, but the tailor was closed!! ah well, had a really good talk with hong jie on the way about ambitions and respect within school

basically, i believe BOTH are non-existent in TJ. muahaha.

anyway,

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2008-03-26T12:20:00.000+08:00

it's just different. now when i walk into class i feel the tension. again.

why must everybody be emo

at the SAME time...

raah. feels super awkward

2008-03-24T23:21:00.002+08:00

I have fallen in love with the sounds of this band.

its called Sigur Ros

particularly like the song on the cover of the cd: hopp. anyway, they're an icelandic post-rock minimalist group, really funky stuff they do,

like playing the guitar with a cello bow. really nice effects, nice ethereal sound. u just HAVE to hear it!

2008-03-24T23:03:00.000+08:00

it'll be really busy this few days. have like loads of work (H3 and history and math and econs and gp and shit) to do, and like Choir is now officially everyday, and it officially sucks... ok the sound is getting better, but its really really irritating, the way we put in our best, but it somehow is never good enough.

anyway, i'm really inspired to go study film scoring at berklee! apparently, amos tells me its pretty easy to go in based on piano, then switch majors halfway. haha. see how. you know, Diana Krall and Dreamtheatre were from Berklee! and Howard Shore, who wrote the LOTR soundtrack was from the film scoring faculty too! which is where i wanna go!! haha.

2008-03-21T00:23:00.002+08:00

You know what,

one liners are really emo!
anyway, this sounds completely random, but i think hamsters are cute. i had this winter white dwarf back in sec 1 to sec 3, but it like, died, randomly, so i dont have one anymore.

anyway, talking about not having hamsters, i am screwed for h3. my score just came in yesterday, which is pretty fast, considering i only booked it last week, but i havent done anything much on it yet. and ms loo's like, i shall not chase u anymore. if by next week you dont hand in, i'm not going to look at it. which is basically leaving us to die.

wth lah. it aint fair. xinjun only has 1000 words!

ok, that didnt really link did it?
i dont know, its like i'm worried that i'm not worried for exams. granted, my marks have gradually been moving into the double digit range (kk, except maybe for math...), but i haven actually brought myself to study these few days, or like even do homework. and i havent been playing com! these few days too! rahh.

anyway, to whom it may concern, thanks for the letter :P

2008-03-19T22:54:00.000+08:00

you know what, i couldnt give a damn anymore.

2008-03-18T23:42:00.000+08:00

today, generally wasnt a good day. had choir com meeting. somehow, they decided to put practices on every afternoon after school, just like dance. ok not really somehow. its just that the choir people suck so bad, we need (as in NEED) the extra practices. so it was well, partly my suggestion too. i mean, what else can we do?arrgh. and i have to give up the tenor section. no idea why. possibly 3 reasons: ms lau decided i suck so much, i shouldnt do it, ms lau needs xiaochun to take them, cuz she's better (which is indirectly implying the previous point), or cuz the bases need help read badly (which is true), or the choir just needs a change of face (but i doubt so, cuz in that case i'd be reassigned to alto or something). rahh. i dont know why. it just makes me feel really bad. and u know, this is proof i fail at every leadership position in school. i mean, i tried for choir exco in cat high too. and i didnt get it due to some misunderstanding with the teacher. i was kinda insulted lah, cuz like there was no one else who ws being considered to be student conductor, and after i got passed on, NO ONE became student conductor. which is like thanks ah. even when no one else can do it, i cant do it. why? cuz i had to go for a BAND rehearsal. ah well. nvm, thats another story. haha. god's plan. yes. god's plan

2008-03-16T22:54:00.001+08:00

mm ok fyi, i finally ended the dumb song thingy, cuz like, the only person who could play it was berenice. haha. (okay, maybe nic too :P)

anyway, i am suffering from the effects of DOTA deprivation. damn it. its only been 1 day!

but i killed py 3 times (or was it twice?) in my last match!! and we won! haha muahhahaha

2008-03-16T11:27:00.003+08:00

DAMN IT. stupid com. nah i was looking through all my nostalgic old photos in my phone, and then i realized that it has a LOT of photos of wynne and sam... (antha, i mean :P dont have any photos of the other sam actually :P) mm. camwhores. anyway, i was about to like post up all of them, but blogger is screwing up on me. so ah well, till it fixes itself, sorry no photos! haha.

anyway, i'm damn tired lah. been sleeping at 430 the past 3 days. am just going to die when school reopens. oh realized i missed the NUS open house. ah well, no matter, shall go back there during NS next year. whee.

2008-03-11T12:35:00.007+08:00

Step 1: Put your MP3 player or whatever on random.
Step 2: Post the first line(s) from the first 20 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing the song.
Step 3: Post and let everyone you know guess what song and artist the lines come from.
Step 4: Strike out the songs when someone guesses correctly (No lyric hunting, people! That is cheating!)

~~1. My hands are searching for you My arms are outstretched towards you~~
Flyleaf, All Around Me (berenice)

~~2. I am thinking it's a sign that the freckles in our eyes are mirror images and when we kiss they're perfectly aligned~~
The Postal Service, Such Great Heights (Nic)

~~3. Come on, come out, The weather is warm~~
A Fine Frenzy, Come on, come out (Brenda, Nic)

4. lips are turning blue a kiss that can`t renew
(Muse, Falling Away With You)

5. M-o, m-o-r, m-o-r-n-i-n-g
(Morningwood, Nth Degree)

6. Now that I`m awake, I`m never sleeping again
(MxPx, Shut it Down

7. Hold to kill
(Denali, uuuh okay. i cant really remember what song this is too. :P)

~~8. I waited 'til I saw the sun~~
Norah Jones, Don't Know Why (wynne)

~~9. All your twisted thoughts free flow To everlasting memories~~
Flyleaf, So I Thought (Berenice)

~~10. I`m holdin` on your rope, Got me ten feet off the ground~~
OneRepublic, Apologize (Ale)

~~11. Step out the door and it feels like rain~~
OneRepublic, All Fall Down (Ale)

~~12. Waking up I see that everything is OK~~
Avril Lavingne, Innocence (berenice)

13. Controlling my feelings for too long
(I am surprised u didnt get this nic. haha. its Muse, Hypochondriac)

~~14. In this farewell, There’s no blood, There’s no alibi~~
Linkin Park, What I've Done (chris)

~~15. Meet me after dark again and I`ll hold you~~
Evanescence, Before the Dawn (Ale)

16. They fall in line, One at a time, Ready to play
(Breaking Benjamin, Blow Me Away. this was the halo soundtrack! )

~~17. When I see your smile, Tears roll down my face, I can't replace~~
Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Your Guardian Angel (berenice)

~~18. Love of mine some day you will die~~
Death Cab for Cutie, I Will Follow You Into the Dark (berenice)

~~19. If I could open my arms, And span the length of the isle of Manhattan~~
Death Cab for Cutie, Marching Band of Manhatten (berenice)

~~20. Yesterday is a wrinkle on your forehead~~
Switchfoot, This is Your Life (Nic) haha this is my most favourite switchfoot song of all time man!!

GOOD LUCK GUYS!

2008-03-11T11:57:00.004+08:00

21 People

Can you name 21 people you can think of right of the top of your head? (in absoutely no order haha) Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 21 people

1) Ale
2) Chin
3) Wynne
4) Nicole
5) Mich
6) Sam
7) Chris
8) Py
9) Grace
10) Xiaochun
11) Francis
12) Amos
13) Yimin
14) Yeechuin
15) Charles
16) Uzzy el Wey Que Joda
17) Kaiyin
18) Daryl
19) Amanda
20) Berenice
21) Weiting

How did you meet 10? (xiaochun)
Choir and mep. haha we used to take the train home almost everyday last year.

What would you do if you had never met 6? (sam)
i have no idea. life would be very different tho... school just wouldnt be as fun. :P

What would you do if 19 and 15 dated? (Amanda and Charles)
uh. a very weird couple. but i dont think it wouldnt work out. i mean, they're both catholic right? haha

Have you ever seen 13 cry? (Yimin)
NO. she wont lah. haha she's super strong lah.

Would 4 and 12 make a good couple? (Nicole and Amos)
LOL. why not. haha they're both liberal, brought up in America kind of ppl.

Would number 1 and 2 make a good couple? (Ale and Chin)
hahahahaha. no idea really. haha. nah. weiting will KILL ME.

What is number 3's best quality? (Wynne)
she has a really nice personality. plus she's really nice to talk to. really entertaining. not in a wrong kind of way tho :P

Describe 8: (py)
OMG haha. his like the most brilliant gamer in our class other than chin (and maybe aston). he like pwns me in every game i noe how to play lah. and i think he's really funny. :P and random. but his bunny died. so sad.

Do you think 15 is attractive? (charles)
he has money :D

Tell me something about 17? (kaiyin)
haha. she's scary when she's angry! but other than that, she has a really really nice voice, and she's funny!

What's 7's favorite color? (chris)
i have no idea... blue?

What would you do if 1 just confessed he/she liked you? (ale)
:)

When was the last time you talked to number 19? (amanda)
last evening, on the train back from choir... haha. muahahahaha.

What grade is 16 in? (uzzy)
J2, same as me...

What is 5's favorite music?(mich)
lol. maroon 5, edc, red jumpsuit apparatus, and uh, i dunno, pop rock items?

Would you ever date 11? (Francis)
uh. no comment.

Where does 18 live? (daryl)
whoots! BISHAN! omg i've like been there for the longest time lah. haha i miss just hanging in his house jamming after school.

What do you think about 20? (Berenice)
haha. she's really nice, reliable, and loyal, and she's has a really goth appearance. haha.

What is the best thing about 2? (chin)
gee i dunno. hm. is it the maths genius part, or how i always win dota if i'm on his team :P nah. he's a really really reliable person which u can just talk to. and he has really interesting insights and opinions on just about everything. like taking over the world for instance

What would you like to tell 9 right now? (Grace)
i dunno. a lot i guess. but i doubt i'll ever bring myself to tell her...

How did you meet 15? (charles)
Haha. classmates since sec 3

Are you going to know 1 forever? (ale)
:)

2008-03-05T23:08:00.001+08:00

this shall be a very random post.

i am suffering from dota withdrawal. cant play in the ms anymore. stupid teachers found out. (thanks ah, ky...) and no money for lan.

speaking of money, been thinking about it lately. i owe aston 30 bucks, sam 20 bucks, and py 50 cents. lawl.
yeay.

2008-02-23T00:10:00.003+08:00

01. Have you ever licked the back of a cd to get it to work?
nope. just kick the bloody com. :D

02. What’s the largest age difference between you and someone you have dated and who?
4 months. Grace.

03. Ever been on a blind date?
No.

04. Do you say sexy a lot?
not really. its really awkward to say with a singaporean accent.

05. Ever made a mistake?
look at my math hw. :(

06. What is the most you have ever spent on a haircut?
$20? it was in ringgit in m'sia :P

07. Ever peed in public?
hey THAT WAS CUZ THERE WAS NO TOILET IN THE MALAYSIAN WILDERNESS

08. Would you tell your parents if you were gay?
i think they already suspect -.-

09. What would be your last meal before getting executed?
SEAWEED CHICKEN. LOTS OF IT

10. Would you rather be blind or deaf if you had to choose?
blind. i'd die without music.

11. Are you emotionally hurt easy?
Yes, but I get over as easily too.

12. What kind of jelly do you like?
chin chou!!!

13. What’s your favorite brand of shoe?
Etnies? Fallen... DC, Circa, Vans has some nice ones too,

14. What do you do as soon as you walk in the house?
Take off my shoes. :D

15. Name 3 things food or drink you would have an unlimited supply of if stranded on an island?
i. plain water
ii. seaweed chicken
iii. more seaweed chicken

16. Have you ever made a fool of yourself in public just to get someone to laugh?
you tell me.

-removed question 17-

18. How well do you handle criticism?
depends. but i'm open to it usually

19. Do you think the family of a murder victim should have a say in the punishment of the murderer?
yes.

-removed question 20-

21. When the phone rings who do you want it to be?
haha. her.

22. Where is your dream house located?
Scotland! open fields, or Boston's pretty cool. or california! or my current house :P

23. What was your favourite job?
i had one as a facilitator for a movie watching competition :P

24. Do you have a box with past ex lovers photos and letters?
nah. just letters. its a locker.

25. Do you wear your seat belt?
Yup. Or Daddy will get a ticket if we're caught.

26. If you could have any job what would it be?
WRITING THE SOUNDTRACK FOR THE NEXT BIG HOLLYWOOD BLOCKBUSTER!

27. Are you easy to get along with?
hope so :D

28. Are you a gullible person?
yes. unfortunately.

29. What is your favorite time of day?
evenings. :P its sooo pretty.

30. do you like funny or serious people better?
both. haha. both.

2008-02-22T23:53:00.002+08:00

sigh. i'm really demoralized by h1 history. it used to be one of my better subjects. but mr seng, ok he's pretty interesting at times lah, but we have like 2 hour extra lectures every week, and he expects all of us to be like his TA kids, who see him on a regular basis for extra lessons if we dont understand. i mean i understand lah, he's worried for us, but

ok.

i think my mind finally cleared. yeah, i see where he's coming from...

lol. that was a really really boring post.

2008-02-19T22:27:00.002+08:00

i have no idea what to blog about, so i shall blog about random stuff. hm. i still have no idea what to blog about.

ok shall blog about today. today was slow. did gp essay, stuff. and yeah. thats about it.

AH YES met daryl afterward arnd 830. HE FINALLY PASSED me my set of sch u. haha. and i think its really interesting. i mean its about who likes who and stuff, so i shall not say, but daryl lim jun ming, i think u have issues :P YOU COULD HAVE TOLD HER SOONER FOR ONE!. haha.

anyway, was reading on wynne's blog about living forever (cryogenics. which i think is stupid) and atheism and stuff. haha, i really wonder why people are so scared of death? i mean, is life on earth actually so nice, that we want to live forever? look at all the sufferings and emo-stuff. what is it that still then compells us to live on? i think its 2 things: a fear of death, and a kiasu-ness to want to know all that happens around us.

but mainly, a fear of death. like what happens after we die? is there another dimension? a realm, that defies science and understanding where our souls go to? our is there just nothingness? emptiness. black?
now isnt that the wonderful question? haha.

ok. that was random...

2008-02-15T21:20:00.001+08:00

Denali - Everybody Knows

open up
I once was sleeping
all remains are in safe keeping
looks like everybody knows
I want to learn the secret my way
it's right behind me
so softly
centered in a field
hold to kill
I'm in the same rotation
waiting on a clear reason
why this is the wrong way out
it's right behind me
so softly
lock down inside
more of you buys my time
I never knew this is the way it goes

i have no idea what this song means.

2008-02-15T09:11:00.002+08:00

haha. v day was great guys, thanks. :)
shall post the pictures later. love u guys :P
seriously, cant we all just kiss and make up. :( why are things so FUCKING complicated now.
why does he even care?

2008-02-11T22:35:00.000+08:00

Who are you most comfortable with?
people i can talk to and not feel judged. haha.

Are you comfortable on stage?
yep. mostly.

Do you have a lot of friends?
define friend... haha. yeah i guess. haha.

Do you have best friends?
not thats just gay. i have a few close friends tho...

Are they on your msn?
Yes.

Do you initiate talks on msn?
haha. nope. rarely.

How many people of the opposite sex do you have on your msn?
no idea. i failed math

Do they talk to you?
mm. sometimes.

How many conversations (msn) are you having right now?
4. wt, alle, py, and wilson (choir stuff)

Who do you talk to most on msn?
uh. nicole? hm. grace, wt? alle? amos? no idea. haha

Who do you most initiate talks with?
dont know. haha

What other windows are open?
My blog, and dota. haha.

When did you have a first crush?
cheryl :P my pri school classmate. incidentally my best friend had a crush on her then too.

Who is your current crush?
I AM SOOOO NOT SAYING. haha.

Ever been in love with a celebrity?
EMMA WATSON EMMA WATSON. and ashley tisdale for a while too. haha.

If yes, who?
see above. haha.

What do you do during recess?
da rou bao. and seaweed chicken. and guo tiao mian.

What electronic devices are you eyeing for now?
ipod touch. fender tele, d300, line 6 pod effects, macbook pro. haha.

What are the possibilities that you will get them this year?
NONE.

Do you think you have any REAL friends?
better have. grrr... haha.

Who impresses you most?
chris. haha.

Who makes you laugh the most?
chin, sam, wynne, michelle, py, amos, chris, alle,yimin, charles, rachel. uh the whole of 2207? haha.

Who makes you feel special?
Friends, family, god.

Describe yourself.
i'm straight, and i love seaweed chicken. :D

What is your nickname?
back in cat high it was lickme. now, its just kong. haha.

How did you get it?
lkm--LicKMe.

When was the last time you cried?
watching brotherhood on dvd. fucking sad movie. damn good tho. haha.

When was the last time you kissed someone?
quite some time ago actually.

Who?
no prizes for guessing who.

When was the last time you kissed someone on the lips?
same as above.

Are you in a relationship?
nope.

Do you think someone likes you?
haha. dunno.

What is your monthly handphone bill?
$30-35

How much do you sms per day?
depends. if i have an interesting convo, as much as 40. if not, 2 or 3? haha.

Do you sms for fun?
lol. almost never.

What was your most expensive handphone bill?
102. but that was cuz i didnt pay for 3 months consecutive. haha.

What do you plan to get this holiday?
LOL I AGREE WITH SAM! SLEEP!

What is your profession?
Full time Music H3 researcher, part time student. I think Amos and Wynne share the same sentiments too.

Describe your dream girl/guy.
haha. another day. i'll expand more on this.

What is your dream name?
anything that has "chin" inside. its a really great name. hahaha.(no gay puns intended)

Do you have other names? If so, list then down.
uh. kangming?

Are you missing someone right now? Who?
yeah. duh. who isnt?

2008-02-10T00:01:00.001+08:00

OMG TDY WAS SEROUSLY FUN.

didnt take any pictures tho. left that honour to wynne. haha. i think francis is a great chef. his pasta was like nice. and i really really really L O V E the seaweed chicken. i think the deep frying made the difference. haha.

ok. i think i need to like run and work like out now. haha.

and i thin py and chin are gay at almost every virtual reality game on earth. haha.

pics from wynne. haha

AHHHH. it's been so long i have no idea how to do it anymore. NIC I REALLY NEED TO TALK TO U!!

2008-02-08T11:47:00.000+08:00

chris looks wrong. haha.

anyway. got lots of camwhore pics in the slide link below.

happy cny guys!!

2008-02-07T23:52:00.000+08:00

pics from the hairday. and the buffing. and some random switchfoot pics.

shall blog about them another day. dad wants to use com.

on another note, i think weiting is like the luckiest girl on earth. and i dont mean that in the gay sense. like seriously.

haha.

(p.s sam, i think your bro is hot)

2008-02-04T23:21:00.000+08:00

1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was your first thought?
god i look tired.

2. When is the next time you will have sex?

3. What's a word that rhymes with "DUCK"?
fuck. suck. chin.

4. Favorite planet?
i'm gonna say saturn

5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your mobile?
wynne. ( i noe! ironically i'm the 4th person on her missed call list too!!)

6. What is your favorite ring on your phone?
Shut it DOWN by MxPx

7. What shirt are you wearing?
some random Chiang Mai shirt

8. What were you doing 20 minutes ago?
msn-ing, wt and ale, uh, researching h3, comparing A.T Gretchaninoff's style of writing with Sergei Rachmaninoff's

9. Name the brand of shoes you're currently wearing.
Fallen, Etnies, Nike, Mizuno

10. Bright or Dark Room?
Relatively bright.

11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you?
wynne. wow. she rocks. haha.

12. If you're in a room with two beds, which one do you sleep on?
The right side one.

13. What were you doing at midnight last night?
H3 GODDAMN MUSIC H3!!

12. What did your last text message you received say?
was from Amanda:
Oh okay! You want to go first?

15. How do you like your eggs?
fried.

16. What's a word/phrase that you say a lot?
SAM SAYS "WHAAAAAT???" in that funny way. i dont know. go fug off and die i guess (thanks grace)

17. Who told you he/she loved you last?
mom. dad.

18. Last furry thing you touched?
Bojun's teddy bear that Aishah gave him for becoming House Capt

19. How many drugs have you done in the last three days?
Rinytin, Clarinase, uh, vitamin C

20. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed?
none. just cleared my compact flash card whee!!

21. Favorite age you have been so far?
15 maybe? 17 i'd say. haha.

22. Your worst enemy?
no idea

23. What is your current desktop picture?
the random shot of a girl's face lying on abed.

24. What was the last thing you said to someone?
mm okay. (dad)

25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly?
a million bucks. i can buy like 12312 air tickets with that.

26. What do you want to be doing?
BURN MY MATH NOTES. and composing :D

27. The last song you listened to?
Rhapsody for 2 pianos, by your's truly.

28. If the last person you spoke to was getting shot at, what would you do?
I'd block the bullet for that person. Like seriously.

29. If you could punch 1 person in the face who's in your life right now, who would it be?
MS LOO. and/or yeechuin. :D (kidding!!)

30. What is the closest item to your foot?
dustbin.

2008-02-03T12:10:00.000+08:00

ARRRGH NO! not again!!